Well, i am back and i am oh so free now. Oh my~ My semester break just started few days back, and i feeling so death now. No motivation, no planing, no outing, everyday at home doing the same thing. Duh~
Was waiting my friends to ask me out. Cause only my college having semester break, other no. So they are busy too. I am missing my busy life back. Which really make me so tired until when i went to my bed i don't need to wait half an hour or more to make me sleep ( I normally having that hard sleep) i will just sleep within few second.
Grr! I will make sure today is my last day rotting! I don't wanna waste my time, as next term is a new course that i really need to practice using bamboo now or not i will again be slower than people and i will be left out again.
Oh yeah! Some good news! hahaa.. i really happy with it. I got my own laptop soon. Today i finally done online buy laptop from Dell. Oh my! cannot wait my er.. What to name? Dot dots! hahaa.. Cause my skin is polka dots. Not to let my dad know that, that actually charge Rm200 to change a design. Shhhh.. haha.. I just like it la~ I will take this my 19 years birthday present. For your information, my dad never bought present for me before, they just give money. Hmm.. Is ok.. I still remember when i was 12 my uncle knew that i love Barbie so much. He bought me a Barbie for my birthday^^ How nice is it. =) And i still keep it until now. hehe..
And er.. I miss my darling so much. He is so busy that, keep going out with friends *envy*. hmm.. Nevermind, soon i will meet him. =)) hehee
Ok la bye~
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Sunday, August 15, 2010
2nd year 2nd sem.
Have you ever felt when you are happy, your mood just got swing away by someone who pour cold water for you?
Have you ever felt when you are sharing something, but someone don't even wanna care about what you are talking.
Have you ever felt when you did something wrong you trying to fixed it back, but that someone don't care any single of what you said.
Have you ever felt when you are trying to make fun with someone, but that someone just sudden pour temper for you and you feel like just crying?
Have you ever felt when you got something good, but no one will share the happiness with you? They just go 'not happy'?
Have you ever felt when you missing someone, you find them but they thought you are annoying? they don't even appreciate?
Have you ever felt when you got out of sight of someone, you trying to do something to make sure they see you, but they just ignore.
Have you ever felt when you are saying something true but someone just don't believe of what you said. Until they got the answer from others. The answer is just the same.
Have you ever felt sometime that is so sudden people give you a face without any reason, and you trying to think what you have done wrongly, but that is none of it.
Have you ever felt been left out just for a once mistake you have make?
Have you ever felt you are just so weak that no one will give you chances on doing anything? that you can't even explore with them.
Have you ever felt asking something you don't understand, that's is no one will share with you. Until you have to go search and search and search.
Have you ever felt you got so many friends, but that is just none of it.
Have you ever felt that someone talk bad behind you, but you just can't figure it out is that true.
Have you ever felt like just sleeping all day long, not to wake up and feel all these again one day.
Have you ever felt that, you are trying to help people but they just thought you are annoying and hated you.
Have you ever felt once you help people, for once! Other time you are just a opaque for them?
And i really get real tired of all this.. I really really want to get back my violin class! =(
Have you ever felt when you are sharing something, but someone don't even wanna care about what you are talking.
Have you ever felt when you did something wrong you trying to fixed it back, but that someone don't care any single of what you said.
Have you ever felt when you are trying to make fun with someone, but that someone just sudden pour temper for you and you feel like just crying?
Have you ever felt when you got something good, but no one will share the happiness with you? They just go 'not happy'?
Have you ever felt when you missing someone, you find them but they thought you are annoying? they don't even appreciate?
Have you ever felt when you got out of sight of someone, you trying to do something to make sure they see you, but they just ignore.
Have you ever felt when you are saying something true but someone just don't believe of what you said. Until they got the answer from others. The answer is just the same.
Have you ever felt sometime that is so sudden people give you a face without any reason, and you trying to think what you have done wrongly, but that is none of it.
Have you ever felt been left out just for a once mistake you have make?
Have you ever felt you are just so weak that no one will give you chances on doing anything? that you can't even explore with them.
Have you ever felt asking something you don't understand, that's is no one will share with you. Until you have to go search and search and search.
Have you ever felt you got so many friends, but that is just none of it.
Have you ever felt that someone talk bad behind you, but you just can't figure it out is that true.
Have you ever felt like just sleeping all day long, not to wake up and feel all these again one day.
Have you ever felt that, you are trying to help people but they just thought you are annoying and hated you.
Have you ever felt once you help people, for once! Other time you are just a opaque for them?
And i really get real tired of all this.. I really really want to get back my violin class! =(
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