Stress

HELP ME!!! I don't know what happen to me nowadays. I become more and more forgetful. huh.. Ok, is about my friends birthday, I know what date and what day. And i am planing what to buy, what to wish him/her. On that day itself, i forget everything, i even once also didn't think about that day is my friend's birthday. OMG! Not once, is already twice. Nono, is third time the same thing happen! Then i told my friend why i forget this and that. Most of them give me the answer is "you are too stress". huh? I really didn't think about i got stress. Because i really enjoy my life, studying also enjoy. When i heard that i am too stress, i was shock and i ask what the feeling of stress. Scare i continue forget thing, important thing i forget. I really can't imagine that i forget again and again. It was like, a new thing happen in my life, and didn't happen before. Blank. Totally blank. Confuse the feeling. Afraid yet scare.

Is it that i so forgetful is a stress symptom?
What is the feeling of stressing?
How should i overcome it?
Can you all help me?
PLEASE HELP ME.

My lovel bao bei die.

It DIED again. :( He is so hurt. His butt, his tail and his private part have wound. Everytime they fight. Everytime i cure it. But i can't cure perfectly. It can't heal!! WHY? I got de heart, why god want treat me like that. One by one die. I see him painfully when i put medicine. I scare he can't bear anymore de pain. He pain until can't even walk. I wanna call my friend but i not dare to call, I scare to hear de answer of "Ha? why like that want, i don't know o". Even though she is pro. I don't want such negative word, negative thinking make me feel give up to cure it. So i continue cure. Wait and wait and wait. End up CURELESS! End up DIED!

He is my lovely bao bei, pang pang. Is a hamster. Already with me ONLY 9 month +. I most love ones. Whenever i am boring i am down. I will find him, cos his action will make me laugh. Or i will take it out and play catching with it. I just too close with it. Other catch him, sure kena bite. But i once also din get bite by him. I know he love me too^^. I love to give him his favorite food, that food so expensive. When i give, he eat unitl i touch him like nothing only. Maybe he just think "ah, give you touch la, seen you so good give me such a so nice food". When bathing time, hamster bath smooth sand want. And he like roll here roll there. So cute, then whole body got sand. haha..

I hope you faster faster go heaven, and faster faster born again to be a very very nice human. Then human will close to me too. I will pray for you.

Maybe you all just don't know de feeling :( . Did you realise that i din 'sob'? Is because i am learning not to cry for anything happen anymore. Before this, a little bit i also will cry. But now i wanna be more strong then i seen. Hopefully i can did that.

WEIWEI IS MISSING HER BAOBEI, PANG PANG

Too lame

Ok.. Everyone said my blog are so so DEATH! haha.. pai seh, This time not no time, but nothing to blog about la. hehe.. Whenever i start play my computer de first thing i will do is EDIT PICTURE by photoscape. haha.. Addicted edi!! okok, Let you all see how is my creativity. Give comment o.


First picture of myself.


I love this de most!


Rainie And Jeff.


Jessie And Vincent.


Nicole And Tak tau siapa. XD


Lawrence And Whay ying.

So sad, they have partner. I don't have! Cannot cannot, i must do 1 d..