The song-ness~ XD

As i always hope for a long break. A long rest is at the corner!!! Woots~ Next week onwards is my semester break for a month plus. And and and, this sunday will go melaka for 3 days and 2 night. With baby and friends~ Can't wait to go. Hee~

In this coming sem break, i want to do a lot a lot of thing. I not sure i able or not. I want to finish up sweety pie that character series. I feel so sorry that i abandon that blog for so long. I want to do DIY for toys or make something. I used to love sewing so much. As now one of my friend make me think back how much i am into sewing. I buy those sewing DIY and make, i join sewing society as no even one of my friend follow me, i go learn myself. I just love DIY. Baby promise me to buy that don't know call what toys it is DIY one, we share and we make together. =))

And one thing. I really hope to learn back violin =( But the fees really expensive as my course is not cheap. I dare not to request learn back. Or else i found somewhere better and cheaper. I love violin so much i can really relax myself when play. Non-stop playing will happen when i start to touch it. So my reader out there, do you all know where got a music center is good and not very expensive one. Teacher! If you reading this, i wanted to know where did you teach other than Sunwave? I used to busy and no time practice my violin, until my teacher keep on nag at me. Hhaha.. She is eevon, even how fierce she is i will still choose her as my teacher. She is so damn good in violin, so damn serious, so damn care her's student. Aww~ Hope i can continue my violin with her. =))

Feel so empty that i can't do any i like the thing, except for drawing. PLEASE~ Let me touch one of it in this semester break la.

TOodless~

The curve-ed~

Woo~ such a long long time ago post.

Well, i only remember it is on Chinese new year holiday. That time i was having meeting, culture and society meeting at Starbucks, pyramid. The day before the night, baby told me that his friends wanna pass him thing through me, since baby is at his hometown that time. I really believed that, i even asked him that did his friend knew me before or what.

But what actually is he lie to me. On that day, he said his friend already reached, and i need to go out to find him to get the stuff. And ya, here it goes baby's surprised. He lie to me about that, he is the one who reached pyramid. XD We miss each other for so many days. and yea, he came back here earlier. hehe.. And and and, one thing! He bought along ROSE for me. Wahahah.. Oh well, i am not ashame of telling he is the first one who gave me flower. Because, i really hope the first one who give me flower is the one i love. =)

The next day we went The Curve dating. Went Cathay to watch movie, then walk around. hehe.. The most bad thing is our lunch. Is really bad, luckily not expensive. Some more the restaurant water burst out at the siling. Omg! Sia sui~

WooHOO~~~

Muackss~

Look yummy~ But too sweet~

Peace~ XD

Another Long time post will be post soon. XD Sorry for the late. hehe

Love power~

 

The first flower from baby =)

Relationship thingy is something really new for me. I found it hard these day. I know this is the period of understanding partner. That's why i found it hard. Not all habits or altitude that you can accept fully. Yet, i know that something that i can't accept baby will try to change for me. Yea, this is love~ We change to suit each other taste.

This period of argument is really a crazy one. Every simgle thing, a small or a big case also argue. Hmm.. I know first is my fault that make baby got 'phobia' on what i am doing. He afraid i make the same mistake again, yet i am trying to change. And  i really do change =) When baby got so-called phobia, he pula come out with a small problem that really make me so weak. I don't blame him, i knew i am the roots.

Most of the people know that i am in the relationship, they will said that 'oh? first one a, won't last long one la'. And the most acceptable reason is i am new, i don't know which i should do and shouldn't so i will make mistake. And it will be very hurt if you argue or what. Hmm~ i do agree what that.

At this moment, i really does quite a mistake. but thanks baby for keep forgiving me. Giving chances for me to learn from mistake, advise me and even convince me. =) But nowadays, i really feel not secure. Maybe i done lot mistake, i afraid of losing baby. I am weak if he get angry. My heart is so light ' piao piao ' like that. Luckily i am still rational enough, din do any bad choices.

Few days ago. I am so emo, sister scold me for no reason again. And i don't how me and baby argue again. I pour out everything to him, ended up i make him so messy of what he is doing. Aiys~ so sad. But this time we  end up with a really good one. Even he is tired, i am emo. We are still able to give each other confident. Hmm~ After all, is not that bad actually to pour out everything. hehe

As i said, love power is really so powerful =)
Baby, i hope You are my first, and I am your last one. ^^
Loves~

Chinese new year, what a life~

Nothing special again for this year CNY. The same thing have to cross my life for don't know how many years. As usual, noon i will stay at home, or go ONLY uncle's house. Night no choice, work still. Aiys~ Yea, is already few years my CNY work with dad. Before this really got fed up with it, my friends all night outing so nice and me? working hard.

This year, i already accept the facts that i cannot run away from this at all. So yeah, i work happily. Daddy brother scold, i laughed. Customer scold, i laughed. Yea, i don't know why i found it funny giving others scold. I know it sound stupid. =.=

So long, i don't have any relaxing trip. Feel like, my heart is full of stressed, sorrow. I no longer crying out loud anymore, but my heart crying deeply. This is hard. WHEN CAN I HAVE A TRIP FOR ME TO RELAX FULLY?! =(

About my study. Overall is still ok. Drama, i improve i am not that self-consciousness anymore. C&S is fun, i love Marion so much although she always keep the fuck word out. She is damn experienced, i admire her a lot. I dream someday i can be like her, so confident. =) Indesign, over~ Figure @.@ ok~ The most problematic for me in this semester. Have no improvement at all. Haiz~ Perspective? Yea, is fun but quite hard.

A lot a lot of thing happen. Not in the mood to talk about. I hope everything will go away. Luck come back to me, please~

Random picture.

Love Fireworks~ 

Sister's friend outing.

Friends visiting my house~

Seremban outing. (sister's friend)

And 'lou sang'. Yummy~

More picture on Fb~ Chinese new year 10'

Good luck for the rest of this year 2010^^