Never ever~

Never ever been this hard. People judge me, people doubt me. I cannot blame, i cannot cry. Cause i am really weak. My whole life is about judging and doubting. This is something i cannot change, even someone who close to me.

Blog = Diary

Nothing to say much here. I am a lot feeling better whenever i flip back my old time story. It is so great to make my day again =)  For people outside, blog is really great to share your thing and the most important is you are happy to share with people outside.

Blog is great! Hooray!!

Telinga ringan? Light ear?

Ok, whatever it is. I am really upset of some friends of mine. They are really so called light ear, they easy get influence by others idiot word. Where there is some people are not happy with me inject 'a strong poison injection' to my friends, so that they started to hate me, dislike me for no reason and just listen to that particular person with no evidence, and just simply crap.

Serious, why la you have to listen to some idiot people to judge me? I am not upset that he/she talk bad behind me, or whatever it is, Cause i really don't give a damn to them! What i am disappointed right now is for so long we be friend, we use to be so good, we use to be so close. And just a single little person and you get to believe it and the worst is, you started to avoid me, started hate me? What the hell is this?

So what called friend? That is the reason i can't get more closer to my friends, cause no one give me secure. They can be like today they are so good to you, tomorrow they hated you so much. I appreciate you, but you disappointed me. =(