Panda Project 1

Nah! i am not proud of having darkcircle! But i am fun playing with panda eyes with a few friends. Went shooting at putrajaya, everyone around are watching us with one kind of face only. @.@

I am proud that We are brave enough to do so! XD We are still young why not right? Inspired by a song sang by Yoga lin. But before that i was wanted to take a photo of myself with panda eyes, but didn't know how to do until my friend told me about this songs.

So we plan on our exploration week. And here is the picture! Enjoy the picture =))

Edited by JJ.
Picure taken by WT, JJ, WS, SW

She is playing with my shades @.@

And here it goes with my header!! 

From this

To this!! <3  <3

Panda Project 2 will coming soon~

Stay tuned! 

<3

Photoshop-ed!

Photoshop is something really amazing! An ugly can be so pretty. and maybe pretty can be go ugly too. for whose who photoshop skill are bad.

I was playing with my own picture. Not much, because i always wondering what will i looking like when i apply a thin eyeliner on my eyes. So photoshop come to my mind after that. Then i was playing with the brush on my eyes. It is really fun! XD I don't know it look nice or not, but i found it really funny!

So when i apply real eyeliner on my eyes, i hope it wont be so funny @.@

This is the picture of before and after. You may laugh! hahah

SEE!! AMAZING PHOTOSHOP! 

Will try real eyeliner on my eyes soon! Make me more curious to see myself with eyeliner. 

I know i am outdated, because everyone is putting eyeliner on is like everyday. But i am not, because one thing is my eyes is really sensitive if i apply on it, i think my eyes will go red. So please don't say i am outdated. I am just being original. XD 

My life had change

Either bad or good, it depends. The worst thing is that i never encounter to have this bad relation with my dad. I cried just now on my way back from college. I heard a lot happy father's day message from people let me refresh back how good my relation with my dad and compare to now, it is really pathetic. 

Before this, dad always give me more than my usual expenses and he said i can save for my future. But now, any expenses is so limited, sometime even not enough. I was thinking that, he should know how much i will spend, and now he purposely limit my expenses. i don't get it why, can't he feel pain that i got not enough money to spend? When i ask for more, they doubt at me. Why i spend so much? What the hell is that? i might be strong to protect myself from people doubt, but deep inside my heart i am deeply hurt. I cannot accept it. 

Why giving me a smelly face? is like everyday he trying to ignore my existent. I hate it, if you are not happy why so hard keep it? say it out, scold me or ask me go away. Why not? Instead of i make your day so unhappy. Is the same, i don't know i got so many people around me behave like this. Not happy tell out, don't give me a face. I won't know if you give me the face. Please, be mature. Yes, i am telling to my dad to be mature. I am your daughter remember? Sign...

Well, i admit i lie a lot when they started to doubt at me. I went college everyday even sunday too. For meeting, i know some of you might not believe why that's so much things to do? But please, do trust me. I really go for meeting, no other else. My family non of it trust me. It is been 2 years more i studied design. And they still refused to trust me. I try to protect myself, that's why i start to learn how to lie. Whenever i try to lie, i am scared. i scare my future daughter will lie at me too. But god, please forgive me, i am trying to protect myself from being hurt. And i swear, i won't doubt at my daughter i won't let her suffer from all this. I won't! 

Not only expenses but that's a lot of changes. Whenever i think back, i will cried badly. Pain in heart. I try to be strong back after that. That i need to move on, and on. Until i success. Seriously, i got no confident i will success in the future. But i always motivate myself to try out. Try, be brave and try again and again. I am happy that i am brave to protect myself from now on.

Well.. I can only be strong for now. Don't worry, i am still happy as usual. In my mind, always got a quote. Sad you have to go on, happy you also have to go on. Why not you choose to be happy right. Life get easier when you are happy. No doubt, i am still very grateful for what i have now. Be grateful =) 

See.. i am smiling =)) 

Love cutie ♥

Too happy to having her as my niece! She is so clever which make herself more cute!! hahah.. I teach her putting tongue out, only few times. Then she get it. Not even 1 years old! Keep playing with her tongue. Aww.. this is few month back. and now she is 1 years old more already. More and more cute. Baby who is trying to walk, but keep fall. Ahh!! One word, ADORABLE!

He sang out my heart =(

Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,
To be calm when you've found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything you've got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.

Son
How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
It's always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just sit down, take it slowly.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to go through.
Find a girl, settle down,
if you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

Son
All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.
If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them you know not me.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

This have been happen sometime ago. I started to become someone who is really silent. I know something is there, but i just couldn't do anything. I am helpless. Same thing happen again and again. Hope you guys understand the lyrics. This song really touch my heart. :'(

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Hair cut

I change my style again and again, but still not really satisfied. Went to perm my hair on the bottom, so that it look a bit of vintage and i love lace stuff, and again vintage stuff. That's why i went to have a change. But the out come not exactly what i want.

So PRETTY!!

And my outcome is this - 

A lot different right? Sign~ 

Not sure where is the problem. And the hair getting longer, and it look really sucks. Went to hair cut again, at ASALOON. This time got no idea what i want. Anything will do as long as it is short, very very short. But once i sat down there. The hair stylish don't let me cut what i want. It goes like this - At first i told him about my hair fall like very serious until a small bald up there. Then i said, i want a short hair cut, so that it wont look so 'thin' ? And he said short hair doesn't suit me, as in my face a bit chubby, he want my hair to flow inside to show my face is sharp. Well, i not really understand, so i ask again when start to cut. I ask, is this the shortest length, can i have more short. And again he said not suitable. The can i have fringe in the front. he said no, because he need long to cover up the bald on my head. Why can't i have a short length hair. Is like i really wanted to change my hairstyle so much. Ended up, that's not much different from the past.

This is not perm, but layering on the bottom to make it curl in itself. Still i don't like! 

So for now, i am going to have my scalp treatment, to end the oily scalp and less hair will fall! And that's no reason for me not to cut hair short!! And seriously, i don't what suitable me. Let's just cut until i get satisfied!