He sang out my heart =(

Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,
To be calm when you've found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything you've got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.

Son
How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
It's always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just sit down, take it slowly.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to go through.
Find a girl, settle down,
if you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

Son
All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.
If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them you know not me.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

This have been happen sometime ago. I started to become someone who is really silent. I know something is there, but i just couldn't do anything. I am helpless. Same thing happen again and again. Hope you guys understand the lyrics. This song really touch my heart. :'(

Never ever~

Never ever been this hard. People judge me, people doubt me. I cannot blame, i cannot cry. Cause i am really weak. My whole life is about judging and doubting. This is something i cannot change, even someone who close to me.

Telinga ringan? Light ear?

Ok, whatever it is. I am really upset of some friends of mine. They are really so called light ear, they easy get influence by others idiot word. Where there is some people are not happy with me inject 'a strong poison injection' to my friends, so that they started to hate me, dislike me for no reason and just listen to that particular person with no evidence, and just simply crap.

Serious, why la you have to listen to some idiot people to judge me? I am not upset that he/she talk bad behind me, or whatever it is, Cause i really don't give a damn to them! What i am disappointed right now is for so long we be friend, we use to be so good, we use to be so close. And just a single little person and you get to believe it and the worst is, you started to avoid me, started hate me? What the hell is this?

So what called friend? That is the reason i can't get more closer to my friends, cause no one give me secure. They can be like today they are so good to you, tomorrow they hated you so much. I appreciate you, but you disappointed me. =(