Happy-Princess is envy =((

Father's day is going to over in few hours time. Hmm, i didn't wish my dad happy father's day. I feel so bad. But that is only choices i can make. Like last year, or even this year my dad's birthday had proved that. Don't know why everytime we wish dad happy birthday, or happy father's day. We sure will get scold and he won't be happy. The same repeat ' If you all listen to me, no need to wish what happy happy de '. Aiyssss..

That is de reason why, i choose not to wish this year. Maybe like that, my dad still can feel happy than scolding us rite? haizz.. A weird daddy.

I felt so envy just now when working. A lot of family came and have their dinner with their dad along. Some of them come with CAKE! Some of them talk so loud laugh so loud. Some of them hugging when time going back. I got so so so envy! I thinking why i don't have that kind of feel, that kind of family, that kind of daddy. T.T

Hmm, as people said. Same human, different life. I have to accept it!
Btw! I gonna wish my daddy here^^

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! DADDY! ^^

Princess is weak, but god is fair. He gave princess SPIRITS that not easily give up. So princess still here =))

Today english examination. Damn funny, like malaysian's studies only. COPY. This time i more geng. SMS chee han to get the answer. wahaha.. hmm, and er, stupid want. Stomachache! Cause of KFC. I thought long time never eat edi, got no problem for that. But still same. Whenever eat KFC sure stomachache. Aiysss..

And! HEre is the picture!

This is my Design assignment artwork! Not very nice i know. But i am happy!! I done it! I prove it! wahahaa

Today CG time! Love this so much!

Half of it! wahahah.. I am inside!

Another half. hohohoh

Me with joker! My 'BF' hahahah..

Jian wei! hahah.. love this pic too!! look so lovely everyone!

Laughing! haha.. like like!

Everyone is busy lifting singnature. haha

Love this moment! Everyone happy-ing saw their masterpiece at the wall. A hardwork so far got reward! SAme to me! I really happy, can't stop smiling anywhere. Happy that making noise at the corner, taking picture together, laughing together, congrat each other! OMG! I won't forget this moment! =))

Princess is weak, but god is fair. He gave princess SPIRITS that not easily give up. So princess still here =))

Turning back of HAPPY-PRINCESS life~

I am back! All of sudden my desktop can on back. Stupid! This was my first though when my brother told me computer can use suddenly. Then i so happy told my sister, then she reply. ' Hello, i repair want la ok'. Boom ping bang boom!! hahah.. Thought i so lucky today? (Wondering).

Well, Within 2 weeks times. I finally done my DESIGN ASSIGNMENT. I suffer, not enough sleep, frequent headache. Huh~ And today i felt actually all this WORTH IT! I damn happy that my artwork been chosen to publish there. Wahaha.. Of cause, my classmate even nicer than mine. As long as i felt satisfied with my work. That is more than enough^^.
Picture will upload soon.

And er, as my title about. A sad thing, till i can't even cry. " Too numb to feel the pain". So sudden 1 of my dad worker already didn't work due to something la i not sure about. Such a important worker.

That is not main point. Last saturday, when is the time start work. My dad in hurry said " From monday start, 2 sisters have to work 7-12 night. Then wei & di do housework (damn it!). Ok fine, we got so blur that so suddenly told us that. Like never ask us also. I replied, ha? u thought they (my twins sister) robot a?.

Hmm, that is just nothing that say back my dad to protect my sisters. I felt super sad, i can't cry like mostly i do when something happen but this time i just couldn't! I felt so pain! I wannt cry! i wanna shout! I wanna scold. But i can't =(

You know, how do you expect a human to work whole day. Plus, My sisters is a weak human! I trying to help, i told my sisters let me work. Since i am just studying, nothing much stress i will have. But my sisters don't let. They trying to excape, like yesterday they never go my dad stall eat. I felt left out. T.T I am sad that i can't help!

I really don't understand why my parents & brother wanna do that?Why my parents only love my brother so much? Why they making problems again again and again. WHY??

What i felt from them is only pressure, i can't feel any love from them since i move here!

I MISS MY AUNTY. I MISS MY UNCLE! I WANT BACK MY LIFE! Can i? =((

Happy-princess is STILL laughing!

Wahahaha!! I will not gonna let you all know why i still laughing now. hahaha.. Cos i using stupid-laptop now. Don't feel like crap lot by using laptop. My desktop got problem edi. Aiysssss.. Got lot to blog about ler. So damn miss to share with you all. Just too bad. hmm.. Wait for me, alright! Will be right back soon!!

Toodlesss~~

Failure is the mother of success??

Am i that scary? Bahahahah!! Currently love so much this picture.

Ok, enough of sharing funny thing? Then crazy thing now. Phew~ Assignment, assignment, and assignment who DRIVE ME CRAZILY! Most super damn thing is de design. Well, i first i think my 1 of the artwork quite ugly, feeling like redo. Yes, i redo-ed. Then today! My oh-so-nice-mslily rejected my work! and said, this is not professional work. Too dirty. wuwuwu T.T

Ok, fine! I redo again. This time i am sure i gonna take every single thing very serious. It means, i gonna be old some day. No more saying i am 13 years old. No more saying i am still kid.

And most make me angry-sad thing comes to my dad again. T.T Last sunday i slept at 5 morning (salute me huh? hahah). At that moment my dad closed shop already. Come back so nice sit beside me, see me painting. The first word come out from his mouth is. 'why so ugly want, call sanjie(3rd sister) teach you la'. My gosh, the problem is he repeat this already 2nd time. The first time i told him, ' no, sanjie drawing very ugly want, should say jie (1st)'. And that day, he repeat again. I keep quite, i got pissed! Everytime sanjie sanjie! Fine, i got use to it with this. Suddenly another hurting words come out again from his mouth. " hmm, i think very hard want next time ur career, you give up la. Go study bussiness like SANJIE!" then i said, "ba, you know this hard, you shouldn't call me give up yet call me work hard, give me confident." And he repeat again very hard-give up-go study business-more easy. =.= DAMN IT MAN! That time i got so stress, plus his word. OMgosh! Told my friend that i gonna disappear one day. Aiys.. Really don't hope that day will come. I didn't even think wanna give up cos of my dad. I just afraid that, my dad gonna force. T.T

well, wanna share some picture here^^ enjoy~

Yu peng!

Latest photo my mine. (my hair long edi!!) whahaha

That's all for today.

Wish me luck people^^

Happy-Princess Not gonna lose for her stupidness!

What the sad thing just happened yesterday! I found out, i learn thing super slow. I feel so stress after everything. I trying to cool down myself. Think all over again, yup! i can do it. But what, it take times!
Well, that is just nothing that i disturbing my friend who helped me, disturbing sir for waiting me to finish up. What i sad for is, i found out myself actually that weak. I am sick! I am tired! I doing double job for everything. Just wanna make myself satisfied. That is not easy.

NO! I AM NOT GONNA GIVE UP! I will continue my life as usual. Doing double job, sleep late, keep on searching, go for library. I don't mind how will de result be. As long as i know i am improve. That is more than enough. My sacrifice is worth it.

HAPPY-PRINCESS WILL WORK HARD FOR IT! WORK SMART!

NOTHING WILL MAKE HAPPY-PRINCESS GIVE UP!

=)