The curve-ed~

Woo~ such a long long time ago post.

Well, i only remember it is on Chinese new year holiday. That time i was having meeting, culture and society meeting at Starbucks, pyramid. The day before the night, baby told me that his friends wanna pass him thing through me, since baby is at his hometown that time. I really believed that, i even asked him that did his friend knew me before or what.

But what actually is he lie to me. On that day, he said his friend already reached, and i need to go out to find him to get the stuff. And ya, here it goes baby's surprised. He lie to me about that, he is the one who reached pyramid. XD We miss each other for so many days. and yea, he came back here earlier. hehe.. And and and, one thing! He bought along ROSE for me. Wahahah.. Oh well, i am not ashame of telling he is the first one who gave me flower. Because, i really hope the first one who give me flower is the one i love. =)

The next day we went The Curve dating. Went Cathay to watch movie, then walk around. hehe.. The most bad thing is our lunch. Is really bad, luckily not expensive. Some more the restaurant water burst out at the siling. Omg! Sia sui~

WooHOO~~~

Muackss~

Look yummy~ But too sweet~

Peace~ XD

Another Long time post will be post soon. XD Sorry for the late. hehe

Love power~

 

The first flower from baby =)

Relationship thingy is something really new for me. I found it hard these day. I know this is the period of understanding partner. That's why i found it hard. Not all habits or altitude that you can accept fully. Yet, i know that something that i can't accept baby will try to change for me. Yea, this is love~ We change to suit each other taste.

This period of argument is really a crazy one. Every simgle thing, a small or a big case also argue. Hmm.. I know first is my fault that make baby got 'phobia' on what i am doing. He afraid i make the same mistake again, yet i am trying to change. And  i really do change =) When baby got so-called phobia, he pula come out with a small problem that really make me so weak. I don't blame him, i knew i am the roots.

Most of the people know that i am in the relationship, they will said that 'oh? first one a, won't last long one la'. And the most acceptable reason is i am new, i don't know which i should do and shouldn't so i will make mistake. And it will be very hurt if you argue or what. Hmm~ i do agree what that.

At this moment, i really does quite a mistake. but thanks baby for keep forgiving me. Giving chances for me to learn from mistake, advise me and even convince me. =) But nowadays, i really feel not secure. Maybe i done lot mistake, i afraid of losing baby. I am weak if he get angry. My heart is so light ' piao piao ' like that. Luckily i am still rational enough, din do any bad choices.

Few days ago. I am so emo, sister scold me for no reason again. And i don't how me and baby argue again. I pour out everything to him, ended up i make him so messy of what he is doing. Aiys~ so sad. But this time we  end up with a really good one. Even he is tired, i am emo. We are still able to give each other confident. Hmm~ After all, is not that bad actually to pour out everything. hehe

As i said, love power is really so powerful =)
Baby, i hope You are my first, and I am your last one. ^^
Loves~

Chinese new year, what a life~

Nothing special again for this year CNY. The same thing have to cross my life for don't know how many years. As usual, noon i will stay at home, or go ONLY uncle's house. Night no choice, work still. Aiys~ Yea, is already few years my CNY work with dad. Before this really got fed up with it, my friends all night outing so nice and me? working hard.

This year, i already accept the facts that i cannot run away from this at all. So yeah, i work happily. Daddy brother scold, i laughed. Customer scold, i laughed. Yea, i don't know why i found it funny giving others scold. I know it sound stupid. =.=

So long, i don't have any relaxing trip. Feel like, my heart is full of stressed, sorrow. I no longer crying out loud anymore, but my heart crying deeply. This is hard. WHEN CAN I HAVE A TRIP FOR ME TO RELAX FULLY?! =(

About my study. Overall is still ok. Drama, i improve i am not that self-consciousness anymore. C&S is fun, i love Marion so much although she always keep the fuck word out. She is damn experienced, i admire her a lot. I dream someday i can be like her, so confident. =) Indesign, over~ Figure @.@ ok~ The most problematic for me in this semester. Have no improvement at all. Haiz~ Perspective? Yea, is fun but quite hard.

A lot a lot of thing happen. Not in the mood to talk about. I hope everything will go away. Luck come back to me, please~

Random picture.

Love Fireworks~ 

Sister's friend outing.

Friends visiting my house~

Seremban outing. (sister's friend)

And 'lou sang'. Yummy~

More picture on Fb~ Chinese new year 10'

Good luck for the rest of this year 2010^^

Superbaby darling~

Suddenly i re-flash back when i was sick, cause of food poisoning. It was Early morning i reached baby's house to wake him up because whenever i have my meeting baby will accompany me until we have our lunch together and so he send me to class everyday. I feel so 'Xin Fu' everyday. =))

Alright continue my main point. Erm.. that time waking him up. My stomach is so pain, and i feel like vomiting. I rest a while. While resting, my sickness becoming more and more serious. I very tired because the last night i not slept well, my stomachache again and again, i feel like vomiting i keep ran to toilet just to vomit but nothing comes out. Oh my~ This is crazy.

Baby helped me to buy my lunch porridge, and i was sleeping. Baby feed me eat, when i was no energy. Ended up i only ate a little bit, and i continue sleep again. A while later, that was a time i ran into toilet and vomit! Oh shit! Baby helped me up after i vomit. He won't mind seeing those geli thing i vomit out. I cried, baby hug me. (Whenever i vomit i will cry because i feel hard).

And yea, i rest again. Baby rest with me. Pity him, he can't move until his back in pain. hehe.. Yea, this was a time i really got touch by baby. He care me, he feed me, he hug me. =))

Thanks baby for the caring ^^ Love you always.

Lost to somewhere you love

This post is quite a time already, before holidays happened and i forgotten when is it. Ai! Well, i got a lot of post to be post and also forgotten the date. hehe~ This is specially reminded by baby, because this is real funny and memorable. XD

I still remember it was Friday. We headed to IKEA bought a single bed. Since baby's bed already broken. Funny part coming. Baby said that bed stuff couldn't fit my sasa ( which is my car kelisa), and i insisted can fit into it. At last it can really fit in, but in a really funny way. XD Well, how funny is it we save Rm 60 for delivery lo. haha..

 

See, the long stuff is on top of me. And i was siting lying like that. haha..

Ok continue. After went IKEA baby wanted to go 1U as well. Yea, we could not reach there. Omgosh! Once sesat, we able to U-turn. Sesat again, we found the right way to go. And i also don't know how we SESAT again! haha.. We laughed non-stop, when we keep on sesat. hahaha.. Well, we keep sesat and sesat until Damansara Utama which was the 'Wondermilk Cuppacakes' located. So we stop there and have our lunch. haha.. What a nice lost huh. XD

 

 Wondermilk! Woo hoO~~ 

  

 Got sell T-shirt also. 

  

 Yummylicious~ i love Cup cakes! 

  

 Yummy sandwich also. But quite pricey. 

  

 My lovely dear, and my lovely cup cakes!

  

 

Back time, I am surely knew that i will be late to class. Still ok, i only late for 30 minutes. hehe.. I slept in the car, was really exhausted.

Yea, another memorable outing. haha.. Baby you gotta thanks my sasa, i suddenly feel my sasa so useful. hahaha..

A lot post to blog about. Stay tune alright. =)
Cheers~

Happy Chinese new year and valentine's day!

Boom Boom Boom!! Fireworks is everywhere in the sky now. woo~ Yo people. Happy princess with you all HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!


Wanna to know how i celebrate it since it crash together huh? Hmm.. Me and my dear planned to celebrate valentine on last thursday. Ended up doing assignment at his house, my homework ruined the plan. Erm, indirectly, actually is me. I do homework damn slow. =(( Sorry darling~ hehee..

Hmm.. i am sure you all also realise that this year chinese new year not really got feel huh. That is bad. Alright, picture will post up soon when i transfer in. hehe..

Wish you all have a nice year ahead. Rawr~

Life is getting harder and harder~

Well, i feel like posting out this post that i have wrote for don't know when already. And yea, here it goes~ The one with 'bold' is my baby replied~


Oh well, i find you again in the middle of the night. What the hell, i always stick to blogger. Really don't understand, a lot people love to find blogger for pour out thing? Is bad that blogger can't even reply you a little single thing.

I really found no way to express, except for you stupid blogger. Always you are the one. =.= (well, i m so upset that i m not the one)
Hmm, it been a while already. I keep repeating the same mistake. Until he not dare to put much confident on me. What a sad case~ I don't know what happen to me nowadays. I slept like a burden with me. Is so damn heavy. So suffer whenever it ontop of me. I coundn't figure it out what is the matter making me like that. I feel like crying out loud, because i can't find other way to throw this burden or i can't figure it out any single thing. Is like i got no way to choose only to die. (you forgot you always have a caring bf who willing to be shoulder beside you...)

My hormone mess up. I am so worried. I heard people got hormone mess up, that girl will like gone crazy suddenly, moody suddenly and something bad this and that. I don't want to be like that. Since i am so no liked by other. What if my altitude become that, i am no one anymore. T.T (no matter what, you are always the one for me, why must you doubt of this?)

What is the problem with me? I keep repeating the same question when problem started again. This time, i am just not dare to say out because i don't want to add thing to my brain already. Yet, i make him tired again. What the gf he got. So bad luck la him. aiys.. Always the problematic me. (well you prefer blogger instead of your human bf...sad rite?)

When only i can come out from all these thing? I am tough i am strong. Nothing can beat me down. I am crazy girl i know. Stupid holy shit to myself. I am tired enough la. Why i have to make him tired too. =(( I not dare find him ask. I afraid i gonna make him tired again. (you make me tired if you dont wanna tell me, not how the way you think ==")

hmm.. can i have a 1 month rest. I wanna throw unknown burden. I wanna fixed up my hormone. I wanna make sure what problem of me to him. *heart broken* ....

(so...what you want me to be? after viewing this, come on is like i made u no confidence on me...well thx for the sharing anyway =] )

What a life~ =.=