Ok, whatever it is. I am really upset of some friends of mine. They are really so called light ear, they easy get influence by others idiot word. Where there is some people are not happy with me inject 'a strong poison injection' to my friends, so that they started to hate me, dislike me for no reason and just listen to that particular person with no evidence, and just simply crap.
Serious, why la you have to listen to some idiot people to judge me? I am not upset that he/she talk bad behind me, or whatever it is, Cause i really don't give a damn to them! What i am disappointed right now is for so long we be friend, we use to be so good, we use to be so close. And just a single little person and you get to believe it and the worst is, you started to avoid me, started hate me? What the hell is this?
So what called friend? That is the reason i can't get more closer to my friends, cause no one give me secure. They can be like today they are so good to you, tomorrow they hated you so much. I appreciate you, but you disappointed me. =(
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Happy? Boring? Sad? @.@
Well, i am back and i am oh so free now. Oh my~ My semester break just started few days back, and i feeling so death now. No motivation, no planing, no outing, everyday at home doing the same thing. Duh~
Was waiting my friends to ask me out. Cause only my college having semester break, other no. So they are busy too. I am missing my busy life back. Which really make me so tired until when i went to my bed i don't need to wait half an hour or more to make me sleep ( I normally having that hard sleep) i will just sleep within few second.
Grr! I will make sure today is my last day rotting! I don't wanna waste my time, as next term is a new course that i really need to practice using bamboo now or not i will again be slower than people and i will be left out again.
Oh yeah! Some good news! hahaa.. i really happy with it. I got my own laptop soon. Today i finally done online buy laptop from Dell. Oh my! cannot wait my er.. What to name? Dot dots! hahaa.. Cause my skin is polka dots. Not to let my dad know that, that actually charge Rm200 to change a design. Shhhh.. haha.. I just like it la~ I will take this my 19 years birthday present. For your information, my dad never bought present for me before, they just give money. Hmm.. Is ok.. I still remember when i was 12 my uncle knew that i love Barbie so much. He bought me a Barbie for my birthday^^ How nice is it. =) And i still keep it until now. hehe..
And er.. I miss my darling so much. He is so busy that, keep going out with friends *envy*. hmm.. Nevermind, soon i will meet him. =)) hehee
Ok la bye~
Was waiting my friends to ask me out. Cause only my college having semester break, other no. So they are busy too. I am missing my busy life back. Which really make me so tired until when i went to my bed i don't need to wait half an hour or more to make me sleep ( I normally having that hard sleep) i will just sleep within few second.
Grr! I will make sure today is my last day rotting! I don't wanna waste my time, as next term is a new course that i really need to practice using bamboo now or not i will again be slower than people and i will be left out again.
Oh yeah! Some good news! hahaa.. i really happy with it. I got my own laptop soon. Today i finally done online buy laptop from Dell. Oh my! cannot wait my er.. What to name? Dot dots! hahaa.. Cause my skin is polka dots. Not to let my dad know that, that actually charge Rm200 to change a design. Shhhh.. haha.. I just like it la~ I will take this my 19 years birthday present. For your information, my dad never bought present for me before, they just give money. Hmm.. Is ok.. I still remember when i was 12 my uncle knew that i love Barbie so much. He bought me a Barbie for my birthday^^ How nice is it. =) And i still keep it until now. hehe..
And er.. I miss my darling so much. He is so busy that, keep going out with friends *envy*. hmm.. Nevermind, soon i will meet him. =)) hehee
Ok la bye~
Sunday, August 15, 2010
2nd year 2nd sem.
Have you ever felt when you are happy, your mood just got swing away by someone who pour cold water for you?
Have you ever felt when you are sharing something, but someone don't even wanna care about what you are talking.
Have you ever felt when you did something wrong you trying to fixed it back, but that someone don't care any single of what you said.
Have you ever felt when you are trying to make fun with someone, but that someone just sudden pour temper for you and you feel like just crying?
Have you ever felt when you got something good, but no one will share the happiness with you? They just go 'not happy'?
Have you ever felt when you missing someone, you find them but they thought you are annoying? they don't even appreciate?
Have you ever felt when you got out of sight of someone, you trying to do something to make sure they see you, but they just ignore.
Have you ever felt when you are saying something true but someone just don't believe of what you said. Until they got the answer from others. The answer is just the same.
Have you ever felt sometime that is so sudden people give you a face without any reason, and you trying to think what you have done wrongly, but that is none of it.
Have you ever felt been left out just for a once mistake you have make?
Have you ever felt you are just so weak that no one will give you chances on doing anything? that you can't even explore with them.
Have you ever felt asking something you don't understand, that's is no one will share with you. Until you have to go search and search and search.
Have you ever felt you got so many friends, but that is just none of it.
Have you ever felt that someone talk bad behind you, but you just can't figure it out is that true.
Have you ever felt like just sleeping all day long, not to wake up and feel all these again one day.
Have you ever felt that, you are trying to help people but they just thought you are annoying and hated you.
Have you ever felt once you help people, for once! Other time you are just a opaque for them?
And i really get real tired of all this.. I really really want to get back my violin class! =(
Have you ever felt when you are sharing something, but someone don't even wanna care about what you are talking.
Have you ever felt when you did something wrong you trying to fixed it back, but that someone don't care any single of what you said.
Have you ever felt when you are trying to make fun with someone, but that someone just sudden pour temper for you and you feel like just crying?
Have you ever felt when you got something good, but no one will share the happiness with you? They just go 'not happy'?
Have you ever felt when you missing someone, you find them but they thought you are annoying? they don't even appreciate?
Have you ever felt when you got out of sight of someone, you trying to do something to make sure they see you, but they just ignore.
Have you ever felt when you are saying something true but someone just don't believe of what you said. Until they got the answer from others. The answer is just the same.
Have you ever felt sometime that is so sudden people give you a face without any reason, and you trying to think what you have done wrongly, but that is none of it.
Have you ever felt been left out just for a once mistake you have make?
Have you ever felt you are just so weak that no one will give you chances on doing anything? that you can't even explore with them.
Have you ever felt asking something you don't understand, that's is no one will share with you. Until you have to go search and search and search.
Have you ever felt you got so many friends, but that is just none of it.
Have you ever felt that someone talk bad behind you, but you just can't figure it out is that true.
Have you ever felt like just sleeping all day long, not to wake up and feel all these again one day.
Have you ever felt that, you are trying to help people but they just thought you are annoying and hated you.
Have you ever felt once you help people, for once! Other time you are just a opaque for them?
And i really get real tired of all this.. I really really want to get back my violin class! =(
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Food is our paradise~
Seriously, i realise baby always bring me go eat holiao. XD I will post again where do us went for yummylicious place.
Here come #1 MARCHE at the curve.
#1 The cow infront marche.
#2 He is so happy^^
#3 XD
#4 Baby is so cute..
#5 The interior, feel like pasar pagi.
#6 Yea. food have to order ourself stall by stall.
#7 This is rosli. Great~
#8 Fresh salmon.
#9 Erm.. i forget this is what. But this is nice. =)
#10 Dessert is nice, super nice. But I am full couldn't enjoy much cause of Rosli.
#11 Everyplace got us^^
#12 Good bye moo moo~
Yeah, i fully recommended you all go and try! The place is special, the food is nice. Yum yum^^ Thanks baby =)
Monday, June 14, 2010
Love life~
That was once i saw a uncle that always came to my dad stall, is like everyday. He is alone, i wonder where is his family? hmm.. I am not sure what happen to his leg, he walk not really stable. Cramp cramp like that. Everyday he come, until i don't really go realise him is just like a normal customers. And yeah, that was few month back. And now i saw he sit on the wheel chair, and i see detail he lost his right leg. =( Everyone who know him, go and ask what happen to him even my mother also go and ask.
First i thought maybe before this his leg pain cause to lost it. But no, the reason really scary. He said, when he was driving opposite got another car who drove by 'teenagers', and is very fast. Maybe that car driver is drunk, they drove inside the opposite lane, which is very fast. And make him couldn't have the time to move away but to bang it. I can't imagine how serious is it. Front to front. And the bad thing is, those teenagers nothing happen, yet this uncle lost his leg. =(
So here i got is, please la drive safety. You might nothing, but you causes the innocent to lost his leg, or maybe to cause death. He already walk not stable, now he lost his leg. How poor is he.
Love your life, and others too.
First i thought maybe before this his leg pain cause to lost it. But no, the reason really scary. He said, when he was driving opposite got another car who drove by 'teenagers', and is very fast. Maybe that car driver is drunk, they drove inside the opposite lane, which is very fast. And make him couldn't have the time to move away but to bang it. I can't imagine how serious is it. Front to front. And the bad thing is, those teenagers nothing happen, yet this uncle lost his leg. =(
So here i got is, please la drive safety. You might nothing, but you causes the innocent to lost his leg, or maybe to cause death. He already walk not stable, now he lost his leg. How poor is he.
Love your life, and others too.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Appreciate when it still~
Baby, don't say you will go. Because i am afraid to lost you...
I don't care! =pp
Monday, June 7, 2010
Experienced not to be 'selamba'. XD
Was fetching my darling to Bukit Jalil Bus station last friday. Which is the first time i went there with his guide. And back time is easy la. So yea, today the 2nd time went there to fetch my darling too. I was in a relaxing way, as if i already know or so confirm that i sure know the way to. Yea, so i was like, selamba-ing. 1 hand drive, music was loud while singing. See, how relaxing was me.
And yea, drive to erm.. don't know where is it. and found out the place was so new to me that i didn't see before. Ok, i was lost =.=. Started to sit properly, turn off the radio. I called darling to confirm, but yet that's hard to explain that i were there. Cause, i don't even know where am i. Luckily i remember where i turn in to the way, so yea i manage to go back the highway, and pass the tol that i should pass to go there, i miss that tol that make me got lost! XD
A lesson to be learnt. Not to be selamba, if you are not really 'really' confirm. hahaha. I laugh at myself. Omg! XDD but! 1 thing good is, i didn't panic when i lost. Credit to myself =)
And yea, drive to erm.. don't know where is it. and found out the place was so new to me that i didn't see before. Ok, i was lost =.=. Started to sit properly, turn off the radio. I called darling to confirm, but yet that's hard to explain that i were there. Cause, i don't even know where am i. Luckily i remember where i turn in to the way, so yea i manage to go back the highway, and pass the tol that i should pass to go there, i miss that tol that make me got lost! XD
A lesson to be learnt. Not to be selamba, if you are not really 'really' confirm. hahaha. I laugh at myself. Omg! XDD but! 1 thing good is, i didn't panic when i lost. Credit to myself =)
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