Half year anniversary~

So, time passes so fast huh? Me and baby have been together for half year. He said love never easy. But i always thought thing never get so bad after all. The sweetness of baby always covered the bad one. And so, we finally get into half year. Woo hOO~~ Half year never seem to be easy, but yet the half year is just short. Yes! I am serious, i wanted to have Last-long relationship with my superbaby. So half year for me is just short. XD
Hmm.. but say easy, do really hard. A lot of obstacle, hardness and so on~ that we need to go through it one by one. Is just like mission to compete. @.@"

Baby like to watch movie so much so so much. If he couldn't get watch in the cinema, he will even download it to watch. See, how obsess he is to movies~ But i as a girlfriend, still under control by family could not accompany him to watch his favorites movies. I miss a lot of movie nevermind, but for him is really a sad case. He need to go and download or buy dvd just to watch. Haiz.. Kelian baby to have me as his Gf. hmm..

Anyway, a lot of thing has become a pass thing. Let bygone be bygone. But remember to learn and appreciate every single thing even a bad one or a good one. Don't waste it. I know baby have sacrifice a lot, i don't wanna waste my baby sacrifice. I will learn i will try to change. But b.. let bygone be bygone. I really hope i change you will happy, but not to think back and relate it. ok? =))

So yeah.. As i said last-long relationship, so that is a lot a lot to go. Stay tuned with that. And i really hope my wish do come true. I love you baby.. Muacks~

I don't wanna be like this~

So long so far i skip all the bad memory of me from this blog. I don't know this blog belong to what already. Feel free only i came and blog. I don't wanna stop this at all. But i felt i lost passion on blogging again when i am full of emo-ing for like everyday? I don't ever care that did anyone came and visit my blog? The most important thing is i feel happy to share, feel sad to express.

Here come another goes around comes around thing. My family war started again. I really really get very tired of it. Before this, i always try my best to forgive and forget, take the first move to talk to them. But now, i am really tired. I don't care every single of thing. I don't care that my brother is so hating me, i didn't go explain i didn't go and talk to him. My dad always thought we girls are always the bad one. Lazy, don't wanna help. And again i am really tired of explaining each and every single to dad anymore. I am sorry sisters~ That i no longer helping in this family anymore. Yea, i am avoiding. =(( I really can feel how tired am i when the war is coming. The same thing happen again. What i can do is forcing myself to forget. And have a ' brand new ' the next day. I don't know, until where i can go.

This few days, i having a bad nightmare. I forget everything the next morning. I felt tired, and i wanna fall back to sleep again. But i couldn't, headache start when i wake up. Already 3rd day, i got this bad headache. I couldn't sleep, i couldn't do anything, but was slowly falling sick.  I hate being like this, i am just wasting time. I force myself to do something, i start to do sweety pie again. =) But i mess it up, until baby have to redo again. I am sorry.. I will do better for the next one..

Relationship problem? Yea, as time goes by, as time we become more and more understand each other. Here is the problem comes. Is really tired, when you are having a family war. At the same time you are quarreling with your love one. This is really crazy. I cry most of the time, i can't control my tears as always. When both side comes in the same time, you will feel like giving up in one of it. I am so crazy over it. But thanks god that creat me as a cry baby i can really cry. So that is the way for me to express, but not giving up in those of both. Whatever is it.. The most important thing is trustworthy. I hope, i can hold this relationship to forever. I hope i can stay strong. Even though, i feel i am falling soon. =((
I found baby actually keeping our conversation before, yea.. i am using baby's lappie for so far. =)

永成 says:

 because u make me feel not really save...

 floating floating one~~

 hoo~~~~~

SingWei says:

 really?

 but i am wor..

 hmm.. ok..

 i know d..

 no worry ler..

 erm.. how to say leh..

永成 says:

 well i m jokin XD

SingWei says:

 walao!!!

永成 says:

 hahahahaha

 u keep goin lehh

 i wanna see wad u wanna say

SingWei says:

 yor!!!

 dun wan d la..

永成 says:

 walao

SingWei says:

 i tot real.. i so scare lo.

 @.@

永成 says:

 IF mah

 ish

 go on go on

SingWei says:

 ish..

 ok la..

永成 says:

 such cases i wont tell u online one lorr

 XD

 i wan face to face so that i can slap u

SingWei says:

 huh??

 slap la..

永成 says:

 hoi

SingWei says:

 then u will know wat happen.

 what?

永成 says:

 u not yet finish ur speech

 XD

SingWei says:

 ish!

 i dunno how to say out de feeling, it just like.

 erm..

 i love u means u r my one and forever one edi. no matter what happen mayb that is something, ya i am too tired or what. @.@

 i wont neglet u de la..

 i will still come back..

 ish!

 cho nai nai

永成 says:

 wahahahaha

 so funny

 XP

 i love u larr si bui bui XD

SingWei says:

 hrg!!

永成 says:

 hug hug larr~~

 X)

SingWei says:

 forgive u then.. haha

He even highlighted it. So that i wont break the promise. =)) I always think, life never that bad to be go on...

Chilis at midvalley~

Funny picture to share^^ me and baby. Went midvalley chilis. Shooting lame picture while waiting for my sis. XD And and and. We bought valentine's lomo fisheye edition. PINK! Wootss..

Yummy chilis~

We got pink mini index too. XD

XD enjoy..

Melaka trip with baby and friends~

Finally i have the time to update melaka trip after fews days of busying. hehe.. So yeah, continue reading yea.

Everything was just fine, and i really have fun especially with my baby, and not to forget with my friends is fun too. but too bad is not much people going.  Melaka is really tired, everywhere you wanted to, no choice have to walk just the Jonker Street. Even i get sunburn when the 2nd day, walk almost half day. *thumbs up to myself* XD Baby just like showering, whole body also wet. hehe..

What i miss the most is the Jonker night. Where every Friday, Saturday and Sunday will have so-called pasar malam. That was really fun, no sun, no sweat yet the night with wind is cold enough. =) One thing bad is there is nothing much selling food. Aiyo~ If that is just like whatever at Cheras pasar malam. Woo~ perfect.

Last year i went melaka before. That really not that fun. One day trip to melaka is really tired. I hate sticky, i don't have place to shower. Aww~ That was really bad mood. But this time not same. When i was sticky, yea i can go back hotel and take my shower. Continue walk happily with good mood. XD Plus, Melvin who stay at melaka. Bring us go someplace that we never go before. Beach, eat something famous. and so on so on. Thanks melvin again. =)

Nothing much to say. Erm.. I have a really enjoyable trip with baby. The very first time. ^^ Hopefully the next time will be held again, and of cause pray that i can go. hehee..

First day- Famous cendol~

The hotel- Hotel Puri~

The jonker street~

The famous restaurant.  Dinner~

2nd day~

Temple~

Baby's Panties. XD

Beach~

More picture on. Facebook~
That's all~ Nice trip ever =)

The song-ness~ XD

As i always hope for a long break. A long rest is at the corner!!! Woots~ Next week onwards is my semester break for a month plus. And and and, this sunday will go melaka for 3 days and 2 night. With baby and friends~ Can't wait to go. Hee~

In this coming sem break, i want to do a lot a lot of thing. I not sure i able or not. I want to finish up sweety pie that character series. I feel so sorry that i abandon that blog for so long. I want to do DIY for toys or make something. I used to love sewing so much. As now one of my friend make me think back how much i am into sewing. I buy those sewing DIY and make, i join sewing society as no even one of my friend follow me, i go learn myself. I just love DIY. Baby promise me to buy that don't know call what toys it is DIY one, we share and we make together. =))

And one thing. I really hope to learn back violin =( But the fees really expensive as my course is not cheap. I dare not to request learn back. Or else i found somewhere better and cheaper. I love violin so much i can really relax myself when play. Non-stop playing will happen when i start to touch it. So my reader out there, do you all know where got a music center is good and not very expensive one. Teacher! If you reading this, i wanted to know where did you teach other than Sunwave? I used to busy and no time practice my violin, until my teacher keep on nag at me. Hhaha.. She is eevon, even how fierce she is i will still choose her as my teacher. She is so damn good in violin, so damn serious, so damn care her's student. Aww~ Hope i can continue my violin with her. =))

Feel so empty that i can't do any i like the thing, except for drawing. PLEASE~ Let me touch one of it in this semester break la.

TOodless~

The curve-ed~

Woo~ such a long long time ago post.

Well, i only remember it is on Chinese new year holiday. That time i was having meeting, culture and society meeting at Starbucks, pyramid. The day before the night, baby told me that his friends wanna pass him thing through me, since baby is at his hometown that time. I really believed that, i even asked him that did his friend knew me before or what.

But what actually is he lie to me. On that day, he said his friend already reached, and i need to go out to find him to get the stuff. And ya, here it goes baby's surprised. He lie to me about that, he is the one who reached pyramid. XD We miss each other for so many days. and yea, he came back here earlier. hehe.. And and and, one thing! He bought along ROSE for me. Wahahah.. Oh well, i am not ashame of telling he is the first one who gave me flower. Because, i really hope the first one who give me flower is the one i love. =)

The next day we went The Curve dating. Went Cathay to watch movie, then walk around. hehe.. The most bad thing is our lunch. Is really bad, luckily not expensive. Some more the restaurant water burst out at the siling. Omg! Sia sui~

WooHOO~~~

Muackss~

Look yummy~ But too sweet~

Peace~ XD

Another Long time post will be post soon. XD Sorry for the late. hehe

Love power~

 

The first flower from baby =)

Relationship thingy is something really new for me. I found it hard these day. I know this is the period of understanding partner. That's why i found it hard. Not all habits or altitude that you can accept fully. Yet, i know that something that i can't accept baby will try to change for me. Yea, this is love~ We change to suit each other taste.

This period of argument is really a crazy one. Every simgle thing, a small or a big case also argue. Hmm.. I know first is my fault that make baby got 'phobia' on what i am doing. He afraid i make the same mistake again, yet i am trying to change. And  i really do change =) When baby got so-called phobia, he pula come out with a small problem that really make me so weak. I don't blame him, i knew i am the roots.

Most of the people know that i am in the relationship, they will said that 'oh? first one a, won't last long one la'. And the most acceptable reason is i am new, i don't know which i should do and shouldn't so i will make mistake. And it will be very hurt if you argue or what. Hmm~ i do agree what that.

At this moment, i really does quite a mistake. but thanks baby for keep forgiving me. Giving chances for me to learn from mistake, advise me and even convince me. =) But nowadays, i really feel not secure. Maybe i done lot mistake, i afraid of losing baby. I am weak if he get angry. My heart is so light ' piao piao ' like that. Luckily i am still rational enough, din do any bad choices.

Few days ago. I am so emo, sister scold me for no reason again. And i don't how me and baby argue again. I pour out everything to him, ended up i make him so messy of what he is doing. Aiys~ so sad. But this time we  end up with a really good one. Even he is tired, i am emo. We are still able to give each other confident. Hmm~ After all, is not that bad actually to pour out everything. hehe

As i said, love power is really so powerful =)
Baby, i hope You are my first, and I am your last one. ^^
Loves~