Friday, February 27, 2009

I TRY TO BE STRONG, BUT THE STRENGTH I HAVE IS WASH ME AWAY....

Today is already de 2nd week of my work, as a office girl. Of cause i have learn a lot thing, and experience a lot thing too! Like see the different kind of supplier or customer. See the way my all manager meeting, booming each other with the manners way. Damn chun man!! So whenever it has meeting. I will ask to join^^.. hehe.. And today also the first day i represent my OPERATION TEAM to present. Well, i am not afraid. Maybe i had presented a lot time before. And my boss so 'sayang' me. He trying to bully me. By calling me go do presentation, only go 1 week called me take exam ( yeah, my boss prepare exam every wednesday). haha!! and sometime he really sayang me la. Some afternoon, he bought some 'keropok lekor' for me! As he knew that i like it. Ok, good news until here.

Now bad news. =((( As the first day i worked. My sister treat me very strict, super strict and DUPER strict!!! hmm.. It's because i just have too much off bad habits? In the office and so in the house too. Since i small. I am use to it to say 'I don't know?' ' how?' 'What to do?' and so on. This make other to feel that i don't have confident to myself. Ya, i agree. I don't know where is my confident go. I even can make others feel i am so annoying and irratating by asking and asking. I understand, and i can feel it too. So this time my sister really don't wanna give me a and so she treat me that. She said all those hurting word, go tell others how i behave to make me feel embarrass. I really can't accept it just like ' pouring a bundle of salt into the wound' and me? of cause crying when showering. I never blame her doing that, I repeat I NEVER BLAME HER! i know is for my own good. Until today, i am still the same perious me. That is not easy to change. Improve? that is much more easier. haiz.... I reall feel stresssss..... Sometime i think, why am i that worse? Where is my talent? my good ones......?
Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Newly me!


Oh yeah! No more boring life, no more rotting at home everyday, and of cause no more LIFELESS!! I got my job now. As a clerk, at the same office with my sister. Doing paper work. Of cause la paper work. Even i haven got my SPM result also how to give me fixed work rite? haha.. As de boss know i am leaving few month. He said cos of my sister only let few month worker *me* get a job. hahaha!! My boss same with me. A BANANA!! XD And he is trying to wash my brain by no need go study, got SPM result straight away go there work as i am so hardworking. *ahem ahem* XD and of cause he's joke around la. Today is the first day i work. Kinda tired cos before this used to sleep in the afternoon. hehe.. A newly me, with formal shirt and and and HEELS like hells man! De floor some more quite slippery.

Of cause i am happy with my work la! The funny colleague and the friendly boss^^


P/s: I am going to buy my suitable heels.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009

My Lucky charm!!


He said, muacKsssss I love you!! ^^


From my sis.
Monday, February 2, 2009

Happy Moo~Moo year!!

30 night-
Mummy daddy didn't work. Wake up in the afternoon, have our lunch together. Then gamble time! Playing pokers, and mahjung. I won a lot! hahhaa.. At night, daddy cook again, invited daddy's side cousin. And daddy's workers. Dinner were at the house car park there. While waiting for others eat finish (since we are finished). My brother started to 'suan' people that you can't drink (is about beer) want. Then i am the first one who represent girl (my sisters). Drinks a cup 'beh lim wan'. hahaa.. After that all went back, cleaning. Start again. Playing pokers, lose drink a cup. A damn big cup! I lose twice, means i have to drink 2 cups.
Then ' bai ti kong' time. So angry, brother didn't bought fire crackers and even fireworks! Just keep my eyes on de sky. Watching all around de firework! DAMN NICE WEY!! My brother keep said i 'sua ku' . Ish! i love firework la can?



























Chu 1-
As usual, went uncle-my-kai-daddy house. Gamble time! i won again! hahaha.. Night, working. Damn lot people! Work until my leg really cannot stand straight! =.=






Chu 2-
Amy's house and fion's house. Amy come and fetch me and shir. Go back also fetch me and shir back. Damn good la! hahah.. Reach there same as last year. Gambling with soya and loon as de bankers. Lose and win lose and win. Laugh a lot!! hahah.. Then come louisa's bf, funky as de bankers. Soya and loon went back. Feeling like quite boring. Then i quit, accompany my lovely didi. He super boring. haha.. Then eng khoon came, wanna eat his money. Yea! i did! hahaha.. Back time, rain so heavily. Amy's car wiper spoiled! Vinkong, safety fetch us back. Thanks buddy!

















Chu 3-
Sister's bf house! Nothing special. No gambling. But i cut hair. 2nd sister-de-bf-de-sisters, she help me cut my hair. Because before that, my sister help me cut like OMG! Then now better. hahaha..

Chu 4-
LeeYee's house. Hanson fetch shir and me go. Then amy fetch us go yer's house. Then ying's house. No at home. Chin's house, no people. At last come my house. Gambling time. Lose, donate or give. Whatever la. hahhaha.. Tonight no work, go watch THE WEDDING GAME. Is very de nice, very de sweet! Go and watch!




















chu 5-
Skating!! With my did, kyalin, amy and chay hou. Is fun!






 

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