Me love XD

Oh yea~ I am back for my 1 year anniversary with baby. ^^ Just for one, just for a while i wanted to write it down into my so-called dairy. Yea, this is my dream to actually reach a year. I know, 1 year is just so easy to reach. but yea, since this is my first love, i really not dare to put too high my aim. So ya, that's it..

Anyway, a lot of thing have been gone through with this crazy baby. Experienced a lot of high and low. I got heart attack, and i got diabetes something. But as time goes by, we are getting more and more busy. Less happening. And yea, for this special date, 1 year. We never do any special thing. Was upset at first, but still cannot blame right? =)

And yea, love you lots baby^^ Happy 1 Year Anniversary. Muacks^^

Never ever~

Never ever been this hard. People judge me, people doubt me. I cannot blame, i cannot cry. Cause i am really weak. My whole life is about judging and doubting. This is something i cannot change, even someone who close to me.

Blog = Diary

Nothing to say much here. I am a lot feeling better whenever i flip back my old time story. It is so great to make my day again =)  For people outside, blog is really great to share your thing and the most important is you are happy to share with people outside.

Blog is great! Hooray!!

Telinga ringan? Light ear?

Ok, whatever it is. I am really upset of some friends of mine. They are really so called light ear, they easy get influence by others idiot word. Where there is some people are not happy with me inject 'a strong poison injection' to my friends, so that they started to hate me, dislike me for no reason and just listen to that particular person with no evidence, and just simply crap.

Serious, why la you have to listen to some idiot people to judge me? I am not upset that he/she talk bad behind me, or whatever it is, Cause i really don't give a damn to them! What i am disappointed right now is for so long we be friend, we use to be so good, we use to be so close. And just a single little person and you get to believe it and the worst is, you started to avoid me, started hate me? What the hell is this?

So what called friend? That is the reason i can't get more closer to my friends, cause no one give me secure. They can be like today they are so good to you, tomorrow they hated you so much. I appreciate you, but you disappointed me. =(

Happy? Boring? Sad? @.@

Well, i am back and i am oh so free now. Oh my~ My semester break just started few days back, and i feeling so death now. No motivation, no planing, no outing, everyday at home doing the same thing. Duh~

Was waiting my friends to ask me out. Cause only my college having semester break, other no. So they are busy too. I am missing my busy life back. Which really make me so tired until when i went to my bed i don't need to wait half an hour or more to make me sleep ( I normally having that hard sleep) i will just sleep within few second.

Grr! I will make sure today is my last day rotting! I don't wanna waste my time, as next term is a new course that i really need to practice using bamboo now or not i will again be slower than people and i will be left out again.

Oh yeah! Some good news! hahaa.. i really happy with it. I got my own laptop soon. Today i finally done online buy laptop from Dell. Oh my! cannot wait my er.. What to name? Dot dots! hahaa.. Cause my skin is polka dots. Not to let my dad know that, that actually charge Rm200 to change a design. Shhhh.. haha.. I just like it la~ I will take this my 19 years birthday present. For your information, my dad never bought present for me before, they just give money. Hmm.. Is ok.. I still remember when i was 12 my uncle knew that i love Barbie so much. He bought me a Barbie for my birthday^^ How nice is it. =) And i still keep it until now. hehe..

And er.. I miss my darling so much. He is so busy that, keep going out with friends *envy*. hmm.. Nevermind, soon i will meet him. =)) hehee

Ok la bye~

2nd year 2nd sem.

Have you ever felt when you are happy, your mood just got swing away by someone who pour cold water for you?
Have you ever felt when you are sharing something, but someone don't even wanna care about what you are talking.
Have you ever felt when you did something wrong you trying to fixed it back, but that someone don't care any single of what you said.
Have you ever felt when you are trying to make fun with someone, but that someone just sudden pour temper for you and you feel like just crying?
Have you ever felt when you got something good, but no one will share the happiness with you? They just go 'not happy'?
Have you ever felt when you missing someone, you find them but they thought you are annoying? they don't even appreciate?
Have you ever felt when you got out of sight of someone, you trying to do something to make sure they see you, but they just ignore.
Have you ever felt when you are saying something true but someone just don't believe of what you said. Until they got the answer from others. The answer is just the same.
Have you ever felt sometime that is so sudden people give you a face without any reason, and you trying to think what you have done wrongly, but that is none of it.
Have you ever felt been left out just for a once mistake you have make?
Have you ever felt you are just so weak that no one will give you chances on doing anything? that you can't even explore with them.
Have you ever felt asking something you don't understand, that's is no one will share with you. Until you have to go search and search and search.
Have you ever felt you got so many friends, but that is just none of it.
Have you ever felt that someone talk bad behind you, but you just can't figure it out is that true.
Have you ever felt like just sleeping all day long, not to wake up and feel all these again one day.
Have you ever felt that, you are trying to help people but they just thought you are annoying and hated you.
Have you ever felt once you help people, for once! Other time you are just a opaque for them?

And i really get real tired of all this.. I really really want to get back my violin class! =(

Food is our paradise~

Seriously, i realise baby always bring me go eat holiao. XD I will post again where do us went for yummylicious place. 

Here come #1 MARCHE at the curve. 

#1 The cow infront marche.

#2 He is so happy^^ 

#3 XD 

#4 Baby is so cute.. 

#5 The interior, feel like pasar pagi. 

#6 Yea. food have to order ourself stall by stall. 

#7 This is rosli. Great~

#8 Fresh salmon. 

#9 Erm.. i forget this is what. But this is nice. =)

#10 Dessert is nice, super nice. But I am full couldn't enjoy much cause of Rosli.

#11 Everyplace got us^^ 

#12 Good bye moo moo~ 

Yeah, i fully recommended you all go and try! The place is special, the food is nice. Yum yum^^ Thanks baby =)

Love life~

That was once i saw a uncle that always came to my dad stall, is like everyday. He is alone, i wonder where is his family? hmm.. I am not sure what happen to his leg, he walk not really stable. Cramp cramp like that. Everyday he come, until i don't really go realise him is just like a normal customers. And yeah, that was few month back. And now i saw he sit on the wheel chair, and i see detail he lost his right leg. =( Everyone who know him, go and ask what happen to him even my mother also go and ask.

First i thought maybe before this his leg pain cause to lost it. But no, the reason really scary. He said, when he was driving opposite got another car who drove by 'teenagers', and is very fast. Maybe that car driver is drunk, they drove inside the opposite lane, which is very fast. And make him couldn't have the time to move away but to bang it. I can't imagine how serious is it. Front to front. And the bad thing is, those teenagers nothing happen, yet this uncle lost his leg. =(

So here i got is, please la drive safety. You might nothing, but you causes the innocent to lost his leg, or maybe to cause death. He already walk not stable, now he lost his leg. How poor is he.

Love your life, and others too.

Appreciate when it still~

Baby, don't say you will go. Because i am afraid to lost you... 


I don't care! =pp

Experienced not to be 'selamba'. XD

Was fetching my darling to Bukit Jalil Bus station last friday. Which is the first time i went there with his guide. And back time is easy la. So yea, today the 2nd time went there to fetch my darling too. I was in a relaxing way, as if i already know or so confirm that i sure know the way to. Yea, so i was like, selamba-ing. 1 hand drive, music was loud while singing. See, how relaxing was me.

And yea, drive to erm.. don't know where is it. and found out the place was so new to me that i didn't see before. Ok, i was lost =.=. Started to sit properly, turn off the radio. I called darling to confirm, but yet that's hard to explain that i were there. Cause, i don't even know where am i. Luckily i remember where i turn in to the way, so yea i manage to go back the highway, and pass the tol that i should pass to go there, i miss that tol that make me got lost! XD

A lesson to be learnt. Not to be selamba, if you are not really 'really' confirm. hahaha. I laugh at myself. Omg! XDD but! 1 thing good is, i didn't panic when i lost. Credit to myself =)

I wanna be free someday. =))

From baby~

Happy Birthday Happy Princess. =)

Yea, i turn 19 few days back, 17 of may. Which really make me feel like getting my own freedom, i hope to fight  for myself for the thing i think that is right. I listen a lot from outsiders, and i have gone through a lot of unreasonable obstacle which make me lost a lot of important thing. Thanks baby for telling me a lot helping me, thanks friends who willing to share their experience to me. Which really make me clear of everything, right or wrong. Life is short, why not?


First of all, i will like to thanks my family. Not anything surprise, no celebration. But yet, still i have to thanks them for take care me in this 19 years. and more to go still. Thanks daddy mummy works so hard, just to earn money for me to study, as well as my brother. And my sisters, i hope you all respect me as your sister. I listen to you all because i respect you all, but i really hope you all can understand my situation but not to scold me whenever you are not happy, not to let me go just because you don't like. I am really hard for all these, you all treat me how badly is it. I am still your lovely sister, which willing to comes out whenever you all need help. Please, do love me too. Lastly my lovely didi. Who always stand my side, who always understand my situation, giving me space to burst out. Thanks didi =))


Yep, now my lovely super baby turns. This year birthday never been so lonely like few years back. Thanks baby, for accompany me before my birthday and even the day of my birthday. Yea, it is 2 days. =) Wanna thanks him too for making a birthday present for me, even thought it not really special  but it is still awesome for me. I love it so much =)) He meant a lot for me, i love baby just the way he is. He is the one who can make me happy, sad, excited, depressed, laugh like nobody business and so much more. And the most lovely thing is, he can always hug me and kiss me is like everyday =)) I thought back how we go from friend to couple and it took to reach what we are today. We both know how struggled hard to make each other happy. It never been easy, It is never enough and unpredictable. We had our happy or sad time together, and we will continue to go on the harsh road together. Love you baby~


And lastly for friends. Thanks for the wishes and surprised? XD Yea, i am surprise for that even it not really success. haha.. It just like, baby, xin, sam, chris, sheng, melvin, ahlek, and mei xuan came along from sunway. And it was like, they are waiting to give me surprise, but i was on the way to fetch my didi back from tuition. When i was driving, i look around and opps Myvi 1006?? Chris car wor. And i even reverse to see is it inside the car is them or not. And yea, is them!! Hahaha.. And i was wondering where is my baby, impossible he won't follow right. So yeah, i look behing chris car, is ah lek car! Baby was there. hahaha.. Oh my, you all must be disappointed, but thanks a lot i am really surprised by you all. =)) And er, i am sorry for the shame thing happen. Not to talk about. Thanks sue yee for the card. hehe.. Thanks all my friends =))


Yea here it goes with some pictures. Enjoy..

Saturday we went itallienese.

So comfortable and so yummy =))

Monday! Baby's house. 

And others will upload when i get all of it. =)


Hope my birthday will be like this for every year. I am bless by god. XD Thanks again^^

New house for my bloogie~

Yea, i finally done my new layout. This is a lot different from what i have done before. This is more to original layout already, that i really seldom use it. Hehe~ Thanks that i am not easy give up this layouts that really hard to do at first. Download or whatever. And of cause, the beautiful header i make! Awww~ Loves it.


Anyway, A bit messy huh? Still trying to understand the complicated codes. Soon everything is going to be so pretty. XD


Stay Tunes readers~ =)) 

Currently...

Gah!~ Currently was finding nice and simple blog skin but just couldn't find it. Or maybe some of them are nice and simple but i just don't find any of it i like. Wondering can i make one blog skin myself. Ha~ It will be so awesome. XD Nothing much, i am still working hard on finding it. =)

Well, another currently is.. ya, doing holiday assignment. =.= and er, for your information, my semester is going to start next monday. Yea, this is obviously last minutes! Baby said that is not use already that i start doing now. Because, the purpose of giving holiday assignment is to improve or maintain our skills or whatever. We can just sketch whatever we want in this long term holiday. But i just start doing it by this week. Aiys~ What a waste. Since i wanna improve myself so much. I am just such lazy bum bum!

Currently baby is at sunway waiting me to go find him. But too bad, i don't have car to find baby. hmm~ Anyway, semester start soon hope everything of baby "sun sun li li "~ He was changing his course from Digital Animation to Advertising and Graphic design. and worried about he actually need to stay back one semester means late than me one semester. So yea, hope everything is just fine, he just need to retake some subject but not become a so complicated student. hmm..

And erm.. Sorry readers for less update my dusty blog. And thanks for visits. =)) That's all~
Toodless..

Half year anniversary~

So, time passes so fast huh? Me and baby have been together for half year. He said love never easy. But i always thought thing never get so bad after all. The sweetness of baby always covered the bad one. And so, we finally get into half year. Woo hOO~~ Half year never seem to be easy, but yet the half year is just short. Yes! I am serious, i wanted to have Last-long relationship with my superbaby. So half year for me is just short. XD
Hmm.. but say easy, do really hard. A lot of obstacle, hardness and so on~ that we need to go through it one by one. Is just like mission to compete. @.@"

Baby like to watch movie so much so so much. If he couldn't get watch in the cinema, he will even download it to watch. See, how obsess he is to movies~ But i as a girlfriend, still under control by family could not accompany him to watch his favorites movies. I miss a lot of movie nevermind, but for him is really a sad case. He need to go and download or buy dvd just to watch. Haiz.. Kelian baby to have me as his Gf. hmm..

Anyway, a lot of thing has become a pass thing. Let bygone be bygone. But remember to learn and appreciate every single thing even a bad one or a good one. Don't waste it. I know baby have sacrifice a lot, i don't wanna waste my baby sacrifice. I will learn i will try to change. But b.. let bygone be bygone. I really hope i change you will happy, but not to think back and relate it. ok? =))

So yeah.. As i said last-long relationship, so that is a lot a lot to go. Stay tuned with that. And i really hope my wish do come true. I love you baby.. Muacks~

I don't wanna be like this~

So long so far i skip all the bad memory of me from this blog. I don't know this blog belong to what already. Feel free only i came and blog. I don't wanna stop this at all. But i felt i lost passion on blogging again when i am full of emo-ing for like everyday? I don't ever care that did anyone came and visit my blog? The most important thing is i feel happy to share, feel sad to express.

Here come another goes around comes around thing. My family war started again. I really really get very tired of it. Before this, i always try my best to forgive and forget, take the first move to talk to them. But now, i am really tired. I don't care every single of thing. I don't care that my brother is so hating me, i didn't go explain i didn't go and talk to him. My dad always thought we girls are always the bad one. Lazy, don't wanna help. And again i am really tired of explaining each and every single to dad anymore. I am sorry sisters~ That i no longer helping in this family anymore. Yea, i am avoiding. =(( I really can feel how tired am i when the war is coming. The same thing happen again. What i can do is forcing myself to forget. And have a ' brand new ' the next day. I don't know, until where i can go.

This few days, i having a bad nightmare. I forget everything the next morning. I felt tired, and i wanna fall back to sleep again. But i couldn't, headache start when i wake up. Already 3rd day, i got this bad headache. I couldn't sleep, i couldn't do anything, but was slowly falling sick.  I hate being like this, i am just wasting time. I force myself to do something, i start to do sweety pie again. =) But i mess it up, until baby have to redo again. I am sorry.. I will do better for the next one..

Relationship problem? Yea, as time goes by, as time we become more and more understand each other. Here is the problem comes. Is really tired, when you are having a family war. At the same time you are quarreling with your love one. This is really crazy. I cry most of the time, i can't control my tears as always. When both side comes in the same time, you will feel like giving up in one of it. I am so crazy over it. But thanks god that creat me as a cry baby i can really cry. So that is the way for me to express, but not giving up in those of both. Whatever is it.. The most important thing is trustworthy. I hope, i can hold this relationship to forever. I hope i can stay strong. Even though, i feel i am falling soon. =((
I found baby actually keeping our conversation before, yea.. i am using baby's lappie for so far. =)

永成 says:

 because u make me feel not really save...

 floating floating one~~

 hoo~~~~~

SingWei says:

 really?

 but i am wor..

 hmm.. ok..

 i know d..

 no worry ler..

 erm.. how to say leh..

永成 says:

 well i m jokin XD

SingWei says:

 walao!!!

永成 says:

 hahahahaha

 u keep goin lehh

 i wanna see wad u wanna say

SingWei says:

 yor!!!

 dun wan d la..

永成 says:

 walao

SingWei says:

 i tot real.. i so scare lo.

 @.@

永成 says:

 IF mah

 ish

 go on go on

SingWei says:

 ish..

 ok la..

永成 says:

 such cases i wont tell u online one lorr

 XD

 i wan face to face so that i can slap u

SingWei says:

 huh??

 slap la..

永成 says:

 hoi

SingWei says:

 then u will know wat happen.

 what?

永成 says:

 u not yet finish ur speech

 XD

SingWei says:

 ish!

 i dunno how to say out de feeling, it just like.

 erm..

 i love u means u r my one and forever one edi. no matter what happen mayb that is something, ya i am too tired or what. @.@

 i wont neglet u de la..

 i will still come back..

 ish!

 cho nai nai

永成 says:

 wahahahaha

 so funny

 XP

 i love u larr si bui bui XD

SingWei says:

 hrg!!

永成 says:

 hug hug larr~~

 X)

SingWei says:

 forgive u then.. haha

He even highlighted it. So that i wont break the promise. =)) I always think, life never that bad to be go on...

Chilis at midvalley~

Funny picture to share^^ me and baby. Went midvalley chilis. Shooting lame picture while waiting for my sis. XD And and and. We bought valentine's lomo fisheye edition. PINK! Wootss..

Yummy chilis~

We got pink mini index too. XD

XD enjoy..

Melaka trip with baby and friends~

Finally i have the time to update melaka trip after fews days of busying. hehe.. So yeah, continue reading yea.

Everything was just fine, and i really have fun especially with my baby, and not to forget with my friends is fun too. but too bad is not much people going.  Melaka is really tired, everywhere you wanted to, no choice have to walk just the Jonker Street. Even i get sunburn when the 2nd day, walk almost half day. *thumbs up to myself* XD Baby just like showering, whole body also wet. hehe..

What i miss the most is the Jonker night. Where every Friday, Saturday and Sunday will have so-called pasar malam. That was really fun, no sun, no sweat yet the night with wind is cold enough. =) One thing bad is there is nothing much selling food. Aiyo~ If that is just like whatever at Cheras pasar malam. Woo~ perfect.

Last year i went melaka before. That really not that fun. One day trip to melaka is really tired. I hate sticky, i don't have place to shower. Aww~ That was really bad mood. But this time not same. When i was sticky, yea i can go back hotel and take my shower. Continue walk happily with good mood. XD Plus, Melvin who stay at melaka. Bring us go someplace that we never go before. Beach, eat something famous. and so on so on. Thanks melvin again. =)

Nothing much to say. Erm.. I have a really enjoyable trip with baby. The very first time. ^^ Hopefully the next time will be held again, and of cause pray that i can go. hehee..

First day- Famous cendol~

The hotel- Hotel Puri~

The jonker street~

The famous restaurant.  Dinner~

2nd day~

Temple~

Baby's Panties. XD

Beach~

More picture on. Facebook~
That's all~ Nice trip ever =)