I wanna be free someday. =))

From baby~

Happy Birthday Happy Princess. =)

Yea, i turn 19 few days back, 17 of may. Which really make me feel like getting my own freedom, i hope to fight  for myself for the thing i think that is right. I listen a lot from outsiders, and i have gone through a lot of unreasonable obstacle which make me lost a lot of important thing. Thanks baby for telling me a lot helping me, thanks friends who willing to share their experience to me. Which really make me clear of everything, right or wrong. Life is short, why not?


First of all, i will like to thanks my family. Not anything surprise, no celebration. But yet, still i have to thanks them for take care me in this 19 years. and more to go still. Thanks daddy mummy works so hard, just to earn money for me to study, as well as my brother. And my sisters, i hope you all respect me as your sister. I listen to you all because i respect you all, but i really hope you all can understand my situation but not to scold me whenever you are not happy, not to let me go just because you don't like. I am really hard for all these, you all treat me how badly is it. I am still your lovely sister, which willing to comes out whenever you all need help. Please, do love me too. Lastly my lovely didi. Who always stand my side, who always understand my situation, giving me space to burst out. Thanks didi =))


Yep, now my lovely super baby turns. This year birthday never been so lonely like few years back. Thanks baby, for accompany me before my birthday and even the day of my birthday. Yea, it is 2 days. =) Wanna thanks him too for making a birthday present for me, even thought it not really special  but it is still awesome for me. I love it so much =)) He meant a lot for me, i love baby just the way he is. He is the one who can make me happy, sad, excited, depressed, laugh like nobody business and so much more. And the most lovely thing is, he can always hug me and kiss me is like everyday =)) I thought back how we go from friend to couple and it took to reach what we are today. We both know how struggled hard to make each other happy. It never been easy, It is never enough and unpredictable. We had our happy or sad time together, and we will continue to go on the harsh road together. Love you baby~


And lastly for friends. Thanks for the wishes and surprised? XD Yea, i am surprise for that even it not really success. haha.. It just like, baby, xin, sam, chris, sheng, melvin, ahlek, and mei xuan came along from sunway. And it was like, they are waiting to give me surprise, but i was on the way to fetch my didi back from tuition. When i was driving, i look around and opps Myvi 1006?? Chris car wor. And i even reverse to see is it inside the car is them or not. And yea, is them!! Hahaha.. And i was wondering where is my baby, impossible he won't follow right. So yeah, i look behing chris car, is ah lek car! Baby was there. hahaha.. Oh my, you all must be disappointed, but thanks a lot i am really surprised by you all. =)) And er, i am sorry for the shame thing happen. Not to talk about. Thanks sue yee for the card. hehe.. Thanks all my friends =))


Yea here it goes with some pictures. Enjoy..

Saturday we went itallienese.

So comfortable and so yummy =))

Monday! Baby's house. 

And others will upload when i get all of it. =)


Hope my birthday will be like this for every year. I am bless by god. XD Thanks again^^

New house for my bloogie~

Yea, i finally done my new layout. This is a lot different from what i have done before. This is more to original layout already, that i really seldom use it. Hehe~ Thanks that i am not easy give up this layouts that really hard to do at first. Download or whatever. And of cause, the beautiful header i make! Awww~ Loves it.


Anyway, A bit messy huh? Still trying to understand the complicated codes. Soon everything is going to be so pretty. XD


Stay Tunes readers~ =)) 

Currently...

Gah!~ Currently was finding nice and simple blog skin but just couldn't find it. Or maybe some of them are nice and simple but i just don't find any of it i like. Wondering can i make one blog skin myself. Ha~ It will be so awesome. XD Nothing much, i am still working hard on finding it. =)

Well, another currently is.. ya, doing holiday assignment. =.= and er, for your information, my semester is going to start next monday. Yea, this is obviously last minutes! Baby said that is not use already that i start doing now. Because, the purpose of giving holiday assignment is to improve or maintain our skills or whatever. We can just sketch whatever we want in this long term holiday. But i just start doing it by this week. Aiys~ What a waste. Since i wanna improve myself so much. I am just such lazy bum bum!

Currently baby is at sunway waiting me to go find him. But too bad, i don't have car to find baby. hmm~ Anyway, semester start soon hope everything of baby "sun sun li li "~ He was changing his course from Digital Animation to Advertising and Graphic design. and worried about he actually need to stay back one semester means late than me one semester. So yea, hope everything is just fine, he just need to retake some subject but not become a so complicated student. hmm..

And erm.. Sorry readers for less update my dusty blog. And thanks for visits. =)) That's all~
Toodless..

Half year anniversary~

So, time passes so fast huh? Me and baby have been together for half year. He said love never easy. But i always thought thing never get so bad after all. The sweetness of baby always covered the bad one. And so, we finally get into half year. Woo hOO~~ Half year never seem to be easy, but yet the half year is just short. Yes! I am serious, i wanted to have Last-long relationship with my superbaby. So half year for me is just short. XD
Hmm.. but say easy, do really hard. A lot of obstacle, hardness and so on~ that we need to go through it one by one. Is just like mission to compete. @.@"

Baby like to watch movie so much so so much. If he couldn't get watch in the cinema, he will even download it to watch. See, how obsess he is to movies~ But i as a girlfriend, still under control by family could not accompany him to watch his favorites movies. I miss a lot of movie nevermind, but for him is really a sad case. He need to go and download or buy dvd just to watch. Haiz.. Kelian baby to have me as his Gf. hmm..

Anyway, a lot of thing has become a pass thing. Let bygone be bygone. But remember to learn and appreciate every single thing even a bad one or a good one. Don't waste it. I know baby have sacrifice a lot, i don't wanna waste my baby sacrifice. I will learn i will try to change. But b.. let bygone be bygone. I really hope i change you will happy, but not to think back and relate it. ok? =))

So yeah.. As i said last-long relationship, so that is a lot a lot to go. Stay tuned with that. And i really hope my wish do come true. I love you baby.. Muacks~

I don't wanna be like this~

So long so far i skip all the bad memory of me from this blog. I don't know this blog belong to what already. Feel free only i came and blog. I don't wanna stop this at all. But i felt i lost passion on blogging again when i am full of emo-ing for like everyday? I don't ever care that did anyone came and visit my blog? The most important thing is i feel happy to share, feel sad to express.

Here come another goes around comes around thing. My family war started again. I really really get very tired of it. Before this, i always try my best to forgive and forget, take the first move to talk to them. But now, i am really tired. I don't care every single of thing. I don't care that my brother is so hating me, i didn't go explain i didn't go and talk to him. My dad always thought we girls are always the bad one. Lazy, don't wanna help. And again i am really tired of explaining each and every single to dad anymore. I am sorry sisters~ That i no longer helping in this family anymore. Yea, i am avoiding. =(( I really can feel how tired am i when the war is coming. The same thing happen again. What i can do is forcing myself to forget. And have a ' brand new ' the next day. I don't know, until where i can go.

This few days, i having a bad nightmare. I forget everything the next morning. I felt tired, and i wanna fall back to sleep again. But i couldn't, headache start when i wake up. Already 3rd day, i got this bad headache. I couldn't sleep, i couldn't do anything, but was slowly falling sick.  I hate being like this, i am just wasting time. I force myself to do something, i start to do sweety pie again. =) But i mess it up, until baby have to redo again. I am sorry.. I will do better for the next one..

Relationship problem? Yea, as time goes by, as time we become more and more understand each other. Here is the problem comes. Is really tired, when you are having a family war. At the same time you are quarreling with your love one. This is really crazy. I cry most of the time, i can't control my tears as always. When both side comes in the same time, you will feel like giving up in one of it. I am so crazy over it. But thanks god that creat me as a cry baby i can really cry. So that is the way for me to express, but not giving up in those of both. Whatever is it.. The most important thing is trustworthy. I hope, i can hold this relationship to forever. I hope i can stay strong. Even though, i feel i am falling soon. =((
I found baby actually keeping our conversation before, yea.. i am using baby's lappie for so far. =)

永成 says:

 because u make me feel not really save...

 floating floating one~~

 hoo~~~~~

SingWei says:

 really?

 but i am wor..

 hmm.. ok..

 i know d..

 no worry ler..

 erm.. how to say leh..

永成 says:

 well i m jokin XD

SingWei says:

 walao!!!

永成 says:

 hahahahaha

 u keep goin lehh

 i wanna see wad u wanna say

SingWei says:

 yor!!!

 dun wan d la..

永成 says:

 walao

SingWei says:

 i tot real.. i so scare lo.

 @.@

永成 says:

 IF mah

 ish

 go on go on

SingWei says:

 ish..

 ok la..

永成 says:

 such cases i wont tell u online one lorr

 XD

 i wan face to face so that i can slap u

SingWei says:

 huh??

 slap la..

永成 says:

 hoi

SingWei says:

 then u will know wat happen.

 what?

永成 says:

 u not yet finish ur speech

 XD

SingWei says:

 ish!

 i dunno how to say out de feeling, it just like.

 erm..

 i love u means u r my one and forever one edi. no matter what happen mayb that is something, ya i am too tired or what. @.@

 i wont neglet u de la..

 i will still come back..

 ish!

 cho nai nai

永成 says:

 wahahahaha

 so funny

 XP

 i love u larr si bui bui XD

SingWei says:

 hrg!!

永成 says:

 hug hug larr~~

 X)

SingWei says:

 forgive u then.. haha

He even highlighted it. So that i wont break the promise. =)) I always think, life never that bad to be go on...

Chilis at midvalley~

Funny picture to share^^ me and baby. Went midvalley chilis. Shooting lame picture while waiting for my sis. XD And and and. We bought valentine's lomo fisheye edition. PINK! Wootss..

Yummy chilis~

We got pink mini index too. XD

XD enjoy..