Happy-Princess totally back to her normal life!!

Oh yeaH! I am so back to normal life, yet Monday and today i slept at 4 in the MORNING! Just to finish up my design. And again, Another artworks interior not paint already but cut and paste. which take quite costly for the material and take my time to finish up as well =.=

Hmm, but i am still proud and happy. I done it, but quite ugly lo. aiyss.. i got 4/8 marks. too bad.
Here is the pictures then. ^^


See, so messy!


I draw room. Not easy to draw ok.


I love this part! haha


Mistake part, then i cover with paper. haha..


Hard to stick man this part. hmm..


And Finally!

Hmm, today history workshop. Quite a fun though. When lunch time, suddenly all around TheOne there no electric. So hot when having lunch, but so happy when they said class cancel! After lunch went pyramid since only pyramid got electric. Then went our class to take back out stuff. So dark on the way up. Eric them play me, push me inside the class and close the door. Inside was like, nothing i can see at all. Only soom lim got his 'candle' (phone light) =.= hahah..
I was so hot, sweating finally we at outside already. And all of sudden. ELECTRIC is back. OMG! I was like, shit! By the way, got no regret la. Still having fun for the workshop.
Picture will upload when i got all.

TOotlesSSs~~

Super-Duper-uber Tired week!

Let's start with monday (sleepless night).

Morning went play basketball with some of classmate.
Sadness had just started in the afternoon. When i just found out actually thursday is my group presentation for malaysian's studies. I was like, huh? why i didn't know that. And it only left 3 days for me to prepare everything. This is the first i got worry feel like crying! Then i plan to overnight yu jing house for a day. So we can burn midnight oil together to finish up as fast as we could. So i called my 1st sister whether i can overnight or not. My sister don't even allow, until i explain explain and explain. Last she seem like allow already. Haven pass yet, still got my 2nd sis and my parents. After class my 2nd sis called me. I told her. She scold me like hell! I tahan i don't want cry. Bla and bla and bla. Finally, another 3rd sis called me. She understand that. And i finally cried. (so stupid, eric saw that owhhhh) hehe.. JUMP! After go back and prepare thing. Eric came, my sis give me a hurtful word. ( Take all ur thing go la, no need come back already want) I was so scare. I don't know what can i do. At the moment, i got lost. I wanna cry, but scare eric saw again. hahaha! and so i message my pet bro to release. Thanks kor for ya concern^^
I hate myself for being that.
I hate myself for being not responsible.
I hate myself for making my family worry me, and scolded me. (as they don't hope to scold me since i am big enough)
and er,
I feel so guilty to eric. He argue with his family.
I feel so guilty to my group. I make them suffer with me, that i as a group leader. I never take anything serious till the last minute.
I AM SORRY!
I know it means nothing. But that is what i can said.

Tuesday (happy moment).

Er, so weird. I should feel tired since the last night i never sleep. But it opposite. I got so energetic. I talk, i laugh, i concentrate study when history. @.@ weird huh? Well, the first time monitor sit with assistance which is me. We couldn't stop talking, laughing, insulting each other. hahaha.. The happy moment too^^ Nothing special. But another sleepless night. =.=

Wednesday (anger moment)

Went to yu jing house for doing presentation with power point. Quite a tired. And er, my English presentation is like so shit! hmm.. Thanks liang for helping me draw a cute little girl for my CG thumbnail. hahaa.. And the moment. Someone told me something. I got pissed. Keep taking me as a reason. But i fine. Don't mind la, whatever you like you do ok? happy? Oh shit! I forgot i sit got 4 heads haven draw yet for figure studies! ANOTHER tired day. At least i sleep for few hour.


Thursday (Rushing for assignment)


Damn it! I just couldn't wake up in the morning 5 to finished up my figure. Reach college, Chris, and monitor said my face so pale. Omg! so scary they said. hmm.. So not to waste time, i started draw. Like shit only my drawing, i gonna redraw. Omg! thanks again liang for helping me draw a head. haahha.. While drawing, jian li came sit beside me and started singing. Sing together. So enjoy. haha..
Scary parts comes. Our turns for presentation T.T hmm.. overall the result worst than what i expected. I didn't blame my friend which they presented. As its my fault, last minute couldn't be perfect. No enough time for practice. But thanks to my group for their helps, their cooperation! THANKS! And again i am so down that time. Msg kor again, hahah.. Feel better after that. Went figure class early so that i can sleep a while. ^^..
Wake up, energy come back! hahah.. Playing, laughing, talking like i usually do. haha.. Everyone tickle me! Ahh!! quite a pain. expecially monitor! huh..
at night faster finished up my prototype for tomorrow assignment. Yeah, slept at 1.45! early huh?


Friday (enjoyable day)


Plan to watch 'Drag Me To Hell' but had cancle. =.= I love friday so much, maybe because of my lecturer, reis. Is er, funny, friendly and chat-able sir. hahah.. Love to chat with him so much! hehe.. and now, blogging time! See, so enjoy rite? hahaha

Picture times!

Yupeng, jj me and shin.


Cool yu peng huh?


And er, 'couple' shirt . haha.. 23


The joker! yu jing. haha


Having pizza hut together!


My gang.

Leng lui. Whahah.. don't jealous that i take picture with her. =p

yong cheng aka da tong.

Another yello-joker. see the shirt XD

Shin!

Basketball time. Hao shen and eric.

Omg, 2 hiao po. haha

wahhahaha

He is going to show me middle finger. =.=

My dear^^

The enddd~~

Happy-Princess is envy =((

Father's day is going to over in few hours time. Hmm, i didn't wish my dad happy father's day. I feel so bad. But that is only choices i can make. Like last year, or even this year my dad's birthday had proved that. Don't know why everytime we wish dad happy birthday, or happy father's day. We sure will get scold and he won't be happy. The same repeat ' If you all listen to me, no need to wish what happy happy de '. Aiyssss..

That is de reason why, i choose not to wish this year. Maybe like that, my dad still can feel happy than scolding us rite? haizz.. A weird daddy.

I felt so envy just now when working. A lot of family came and have their dinner with their dad along. Some of them come with CAKE! Some of them talk so loud laugh so loud. Some of them hugging when time going back. I got so so so envy! I thinking why i don't have that kind of feel, that kind of family, that kind of daddy. T.T

Hmm, as people said. Same human, different life. I have to accept it!
Btw! I gonna wish my daddy here^^

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! DADDY! ^^

Princess is weak, but god is fair. He gave princess SPIRITS that not easily give up. So princess still here =))

Today english examination. Damn funny, like malaysian's studies only. COPY. This time i more geng. SMS chee han to get the answer. wahaha.. hmm, and er, stupid want. Stomachache! Cause of KFC. I thought long time never eat edi, got no problem for that. But still same. Whenever eat KFC sure stomachache. Aiysss..

And! HEre is the picture!

This is my Design assignment artwork! Not very nice i know. But i am happy!! I done it! I prove it! wahahaa

Today CG time! Love this so much!

Half of it! wahahah.. I am inside!

Another half. hohohoh

Me with joker! My 'BF' hahahah..

Jian wei! hahah.. love this pic too!! look so lovely everyone!

Laughing! haha.. like like!

Everyone is busy lifting singnature. haha

Love this moment! Everyone happy-ing saw their masterpiece at the wall. A hardwork so far got reward! SAme to me! I really happy, can't stop smiling anywhere. Happy that making noise at the corner, taking picture together, laughing together, congrat each other! OMG! I won't forget this moment! =))

Princess is weak, but god is fair. He gave princess SPIRITS that not easily give up. So princess still here =))

Turning back of HAPPY-PRINCESS life~

I am back! All of sudden my desktop can on back. Stupid! This was my first though when my brother told me computer can use suddenly. Then i so happy told my sister, then she reply. ' Hello, i repair want la ok'. Boom ping bang boom!! hahah.. Thought i so lucky today? (Wondering).

Well, Within 2 weeks times. I finally done my DESIGN ASSIGNMENT. I suffer, not enough sleep, frequent headache. Huh~ And today i felt actually all this WORTH IT! I damn happy that my artwork been chosen to publish there. Wahaha.. Of cause, my classmate even nicer than mine. As long as i felt satisfied with my work. That is more than enough^^.
Picture will upload soon.

And er, as my title about. A sad thing, till i can't even cry. " Too numb to feel the pain". So sudden 1 of my dad worker already didn't work due to something la i not sure about. Such a important worker.

That is not main point. Last saturday, when is the time start work. My dad in hurry said " From monday start, 2 sisters have to work 7-12 night. Then wei & di do housework (damn it!). Ok fine, we got so blur that so suddenly told us that. Like never ask us also. I replied, ha? u thought they (my twins sister) robot a?.

Hmm, that is just nothing that say back my dad to protect my sisters. I felt super sad, i can't cry like mostly i do when something happen but this time i just couldn't! I felt so pain! I wannt cry! i wanna shout! I wanna scold. But i can't =(

You know, how do you expect a human to work whole day. Plus, My sisters is a weak human! I trying to help, i told my sisters let me work. Since i am just studying, nothing much stress i will have. But my sisters don't let. They trying to excape, like yesterday they never go my dad stall eat. I felt left out. T.T I am sad that i can't help!

I really don't understand why my parents & brother wanna do that?Why my parents only love my brother so much? Why they making problems again again and again. WHY??

What i felt from them is only pressure, i can't feel any love from them since i move here!

I MISS MY AUNTY. I MISS MY UNCLE! I WANT BACK MY LIFE! Can i? =((

Happy-princess is STILL laughing!

Wahahaha!! I will not gonna let you all know why i still laughing now. hahaha.. Cos i using stupid-laptop now. Don't feel like crap lot by using laptop. My desktop got problem edi. Aiysssss.. Got lot to blog about ler. So damn miss to share with you all. Just too bad. hmm.. Wait for me, alright! Will be right back soon!!

Toodlesss~~

Failure is the mother of success??

Am i that scary? Bahahahah!! Currently love so much this picture.

Ok, enough of sharing funny thing? Then crazy thing now. Phew~ Assignment, assignment, and assignment who DRIVE ME CRAZILY! Most super damn thing is de design. Well, i first i think my 1 of the artwork quite ugly, feeling like redo. Yes, i redo-ed. Then today! My oh-so-nice-mslily rejected my work! and said, this is not professional work. Too dirty. wuwuwu T.T

Ok, fine! I redo again. This time i am sure i gonna take every single thing very serious. It means, i gonna be old some day. No more saying i am 13 years old. No more saying i am still kid.

And most make me angry-sad thing comes to my dad again. T.T Last sunday i slept at 5 morning (salute me huh? hahah). At that moment my dad closed shop already. Come back so nice sit beside me, see me painting. The first word come out from his mouth is. 'why so ugly want, call sanjie(3rd sister) teach you la'. My gosh, the problem is he repeat this already 2nd time. The first time i told him, ' no, sanjie drawing very ugly want, should say jie (1st)'. And that day, he repeat again. I keep quite, i got pissed! Everytime sanjie sanjie! Fine, i got use to it with this. Suddenly another hurting words come out again from his mouth. " hmm, i think very hard want next time ur career, you give up la. Go study bussiness like SANJIE!" then i said, "ba, you know this hard, you shouldn't call me give up yet call me work hard, give me confident." And he repeat again very hard-give up-go study business-more easy. =.= DAMN IT MAN! That time i got so stress, plus his word. OMgosh! Told my friend that i gonna disappear one day. Aiys.. Really don't hope that day will come. I didn't even think wanna give up cos of my dad. I just afraid that, my dad gonna force. T.T

well, wanna share some picture here^^ enjoy~

Yu peng!

Latest photo my mine. (my hair long edi!!) whahaha

That's all for today.

Wish me luck people^^